Who Are You Anyway?

          Contrary to popular belief, we all really do need a mediator. We have a conflict within us between life and death and there needs to be a judge and peacemaker to help resolve our conflicted thinking and crisis of conscience.        

         Hebrews 9:13-15, “For if the blood of bulls and goats and the ashes of a heifer, sprinkling the unclean, sanctifies for the purifying of the flesh, how much more shall the blood of Christ, who through the eternal Spirit offered Himself without spot to God, cleanse your conscience from dead works to serve the living God? And for this reason, He is the Mediator of the new covenant, by means of death, for the redemption of the transgressions under the first covenant, that those who are called may receive the promise of the eternal inheritance.”

         How will God reward us in Heaven when we have led a life of constant self-condemnation? i think that for many of us, we’ve bought into the lie that we are alone and nobody cares, making it easy to aim our own condemning finger at ourselves. Either way, it’s still all about ourselves… the consummate victim and martyr. Being a victim is as much about domination as being a controller.

         It is not true that we are alone, nor is it true that no one cares. Maybe that works for many of us because we’ve got this idea that if we were God, we wouldn’t have anything to do with us either… but in light of that, i’m very pleased that i am not God, and He is exactly who He says He is.

         Are we just old sinners, doing sinner things with sinner people, thinking sinner thoughts, going sinner places for sinner reasons?

         What is it we know about ourselves that if God found out, we are sure He wouldn’t like us anymore? Do we think God is somehow blind to the entirety of our lives, and we must continuously hide?

         If the sacrifice of bulls and goats was only good to cover sin for a year, how much more is the sacrifice of Jesus Christ sufficient to cover your sins? i believe there are two kinds of secrets, the ones we hide from others, and the ones we hide from ourselves. Without foundational honesty, our hearts shift from vision… a singleness of eye, to di-vision, a multiplicity of vision. To buy into the lie from hell that we are nothing and a zero… and always will be because we are just old sinners… is a lie that divides… our heart, making the condemning vision of ourselves our truth, never taking into account how God sees us. How the Lord sees us is, by far, the correct perspective.

         i’m Social Porter and this is Outposts, a semi-live broadcast from the deck area of a rural cafe overlooking the Ockluhwahhah River.

         Who are you anyway? We all know who we say we are, but in our heart of hearts, do we see Jesus staring back at us in the mirror, or do we see the eyes of Judas the traitor, imagining reproach in our own faces with tears of condemnation leaking from the corners of our eyes? Who does God say you are? Do you really believe it?

         Psalm 118:24, “This is the day the LORD has made; We will rejoice and be glad in it.” Friends, take it from someone with some hard-won wisdom, it is right nigh impossible to rejoice and be glad in the day which the Lord has made when all your thinking is busy being just an old, no-count sinner.

         Matt19:19 says to love your neighbor as you love yourself, not loathe your neighbor as you loathe yourself.

         Objective honesty is the truth according to God; Subjective honesty is the truth according to me. When our subjective truth is so negative, looming and large, as it apparently is in many, it diminishes the objective truth, so much so that it can be difficult to grasp what God says about us. i figure we can either be mind changers or simply be the ones with changing minds. Who are you anyway? And even more important… to whom do you belong… or who’s your daddy?

         i was raised in the southeastern United States… the Bible Belt. After i met the Lord in 1973, for more years than i can count, i was constantly, constantly, constantly told who i was not, what i did not, all that i could not, and everything i would not…i can’t remember but a scant handful of times in the first 30 years of my walk with the Lord that i ever heard anyone tell me how the Lord sees me, other than to say, “He loves you”, then quickly adding not to get too proud about it, lest you prove Prov16:18 true… you know… that part about pride going before a fall… then adding “And brother you’re pretty close so you better watch out!” My world was filled with watch out, be careful, and don’t.

         How long can we live in the subjective truth, the truth according to ourselves, while striving to rise above the constant pointing out that we are sinners? There is an incredible conflict in us which says i’m just an old sinner man and can never rise above my wrongness of character, and the other which is the perspective of God Himself who says we are beautiful and loveable. Maybe, when God says we are made righteous by the blood of Jesus, it’s just too good for most of us to bare… . because i feel badly about myself doesn’t change the fact that Jesus, by His blood on Calvary’s Hill, made those who believe on His name righteous. Just because it seems too good for me to bear, doesn’t make it not true. Romans 8:1, “Therefore, now, there is not even one bit of condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, for the law of the Spirit, that of the life in Christ Jesus, freed you once for all from the law of the sinful nature and of death.” There is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.

         Yes, we all fall short of the glory of God, great day, haven’t we constantly, day and night, been reminded of just how “no good” we are? What do we do then with the sacrifice of Jesus Christ? Is it enough? If we’re going to be under the law, of which no man is justified, made free or whole, then all we’ve got left is condemnation. If Jesus satisfied all the law, i must ask the question, Who’s side are you on? If we have tasted the grace of God and gone back to doing the law, the endurance and surrender of Christ is made of no effect and there is no other sacrifice to be made. We are free, by the blood of Jesus and no going back to Egypt allowed, if you catch my drift. We are either in the law camp of condemnation or the grace camp of Jesus.

         Did God speak to you…by His spoken word, through the church, or by His written word? Either way, i believe He certainly has spoken to you, one way or another… therefore, three questions really need to be answered. 1. You need to know, did God, indeed, speak to you? 2. What EXACTLY did He say? And 3. What are you going to do about it?

         i’d like to unfold those three important questions a little bit. There are people who don’t believe God speaks to anyone anymore, which if you take scripture seriously, that is silly. i figure He has a mouth, we have ears, why wouldn’t He speak to His kids? Maybe it’s more that many people think it’s too scary, or maybe they believe they are too low, insignificant, or sinful for God to speak to them… i find it peculiar that it’s not them who can’t hear, but God who doesn’t speak.

         So let’s suppose the Lord DOES speak to us… c’mon, play along… suppose He did. In that case, we’d have to follow His path of possibilities. If all things are possible with our God, as it says in Mark 10:27, then isn’t it possible He has spoken to you? AND… if He was speaking, it seems to logically follow, you’d probably want to better understand exactly what He was saying… right?… because you don’t want to misunderstand, add anything to His words or leave anything out. If He said to clean up your room, you wouldn’t want to turn it into cleaning everyone’s room all the way down the street, when He only asked you to clean up your own room. From there, we must pursue the Lord to know how to take action. He doesn’t talk to us just to hear Himself speak…it is for our benefit. It may take time to understand what to do, so be patient. One time, it took 9 years to conclude what was initially spoken to me by the Lord in a dream… as another example, it was a long time before Abraham and Sara saw the word of the Lord come to pass concerning Isaac.

         i believe a large part of the body of Christ is in the middle of an identity crisis. Our Savior is speaking to us, and one of the primary subjects He is speaking to us about is “Who are you anyway?” We’ve established that the Lord is indeed speaking to us… If you don’t believe it, read your Bible…God’s voice is loud and clear. What else does the Lord say about each of us other than our selective reading which only points out our short fallings?

         Years ago i saw a woman with a Bible in which she had taken a Sharpie Pen and blacked out all the scriptures she didn’t like… she had literally created a redacted Bible. i asked her why she had done that and she replied that some were too good to be true, and others were too cruel to be true and she just wanted to read the moderate parts because she was a very moderate person. Similarly, we can’t read a redacted Bible, only picking out the scriptures that point to our badness, and all our sins… we must read the rest of what God says about us… and those scriptures that seem too good to be true, if we are going to walk in sound doctrine, we must DO something with those verses and no longer continue to ignore them. The Lord HAS spoken to us, we have a record, and at the very least it’s good enough to understand what He’s saying, so now… what will we do with the entire counsel of God? Ummm… tough question there, huh?

         When we are constantly bombarded by information concerning what sinners we are, we can only hear just so many calamitous stories before they set a bias in our minds.  

         Ephesians 2:10, “For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.”

         The word “workmanship” is originally a Greek word, “poiema”… it is where we get our English word for “poem”. Ephesians 2:10 tells us that we are God’s poetry, and if we are His poetry, it just doesn’t seem right for us to call bad what God has called good. If we, who belong to Christ are His poem, His righteous rhyme, and joy, who do we think we are to re-decide what God has declared?

         You, yes you are God’s poetry. He knows all your secrets, all the things you may not want anyone to ever know, yet He still loves you and would still like very much to have a never-ending conversation with you. Yes, i realize that if you were God, you maybe wouldn’t want to talk to someone like yourself, but you aren’t God, He is, and He has chosen to talk to you, that is if you have time. If you don’t have time now, believe me, eventually, you will have time and the Lord will be ready.

         For years, i was under the impression that the Lord was just barely able to contain Himself toward my smaller sins, though numerous and proliferate, but He wasn’t so quick to forgive concerning the larger ones. The implication was that if i didn’t get my act together, God would leave me for reprobate in the desert, so to speak, and there wouldn’t quite be enough of the Savior’s blood which could wash me clean from sin. That is NOT what the Lord says. We must do something with Psalm 103:11-12, “For as the heavens are high above the earth, So great is His mercy toward those who fear Him; As far as the east is from the west, He has removed our transgressions far from us.” It doesn’t say, as far as east is from west until it suits Him to go get them back to use as leverage against us, neither can we go fishing for them to bring them back to make ourselves pay over and over, being filled with regret. That is the way the devil thinks, NOT the way God thinks. Your sins have been thrown into the sea of forgetfulness…but just to be clear though… the phrase sea of forgetfulness is not actually in Scripture. When people mention the “sea of forgetfulness,” they are usually referring to several passages that talk about God’s forgiveness, and how when we are justified in Christ, God forgets our sins so completely that they might as well be buried at the bottom of an ocean. 

          The main passage that contains the idea of a sea of forgetfulness is Micah 7:19, “He will again have compassion on us, and will subdue our iniquities. You will cast all our sins into the depths of the sea.”

         Isaiah 1:18, says, “God will make our scarlet sins as white as wool.” A sea of forgetfulness represents a place where our sins are sent so very far away from us, that they can no longer affect us.

         In light of that, the Lord sees you as a son, daughter, beloved, and friend. We’ve got to get the vision… out of our heads that the Lord is some tooth-gritting, raging galactic hurricane that can’t wait to burn desperate sinners, those monsters of iniquity to the ground. THAT is NOT God’s heart. Sure, He is holy and righteous, unwavering in excellence above all the earth, but the problem isn’t the way He sees us, it’s in how we see ourselves. 2 Corinthians 5:21, “For He made Him who knew no sin to be sin for us, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him.” A man recently said that Jesus used death to defeat death and became sin for us. He got what He did not deserve, death on a cross, that we would get what we do not deserve, righteousness. If God says, by His son we are righteous, just because we are uncomfortable with that, doesn’t make it any less true.

         C’mon church, let’s get a hold of this and see ourselves as the Lord sees us. 2 Cor 5:17, “Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.” What part of all doesn’t mean all? All means all, not mostly, pretty much, or for the most part, and God is not kidding around. If we’re going to be balanced believers, walking in sound doctrine, then we must take ALL scripture into account, and if we’re going to do that, then we can’t continue to see ourselves as just an old sinner, barely scraping by into Heaven with the faint aroma of sulfur and brimstone on us because we so narrowly missed hell. Hebrews 7:25, “Therefore He is also able to save to the uttermost those who come to God through Him, since He always lives to make intercession for them.” To barely get into Heaven means all powerful God very nearly couldn’t save us. Is there any part of you that His blood does not cover? If not, that is to say, the blood of Jesus, the Son of God, was insufficient. He could save others, but couldn’t quite save you. Really? C’mon, really?

         That’s absurd. What is it your eyes see that you think God’s eyes do not? Maybe you feel you’ve somehow walked far from the Lord and the world has inserted itself into your thinking… nevertheless, the Lord has not stopped calling after you,

“Come home!” Maybe you’re afraid God will be mad at you. In Is54:9, the Lord says He will no longer be angry with us. i can assure you, having wandered away myself, the true heart of God says, “I say to you that likewise there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine just persons who need no repentance”, Luke 15:7.

         Maybe you feel surely you are lost for good, but i can guarantee you, God knows exactly where you are, and you have not escaped His attention… you’re not just some old no-count sinner… don’t call foul what God has declared sanctified… the Father knows His children and calls them by name…and He calls you by name. The Lord is confident in His ability to love you back from the edge of destruction and has made a way for you to find your way home and be welcomed with open arms.

         i read somewhere that your worth and value are not determined by the popular clique group that rejects you! Ultimately, not what YOU think, but what does God think of you… THAT’S where the buck stops… with God. If we’re going to be in a club, all we have to do is believe we are all right and everyone else is wrong. But to be a Christian, we have to believe we are all wrong, and there is only One who is right. If He says you are more than a conqueror, then take Him at His word and believe it. What…have you got… to lose? To say anything is “just” this or “just” that… is a subtle way of belittling, as a result, in the mind of many believers, not only are they sinners, but out of their mouths comes a further belittling of themselves by being “just old sinners”. Start speaking life to yourself in the mirror every day.

         Acts 10:15 has a powerful statement we should apply to ourselves… “What God has cleansed you must not call common.” The word “common”, in this case, means profane. From God’s perspective, if we are His poetry, His beloved, who are we to re-decide His decision, calling ourselves profane? He says we are lovely, we say we are just ugly sinners. God says we are beloved, we say we are just sinners, barely liked, much less loved. God says we are righteous in Christ, we say we are sinners and don’t deserve anything good.

         You can snuff out all the flaming missiles from hell with your shield of faith, and you, yes you are a child of God, born of the incorruptible seed of the Word of God which lives and abides forever. Amen. And that’s just a start.

         Because for so many years i went through an identity crisis, over the years i’ve compiled a list of who God says i am. i hope you’ll adopt these for yourself as i have.

         You, yes you can do all things through Jesus Christ, you are complete in Him who is the head of all principality and power. Did you know you are alive in Christ, free from the law of sin and death? You totally are! You are far from oppression and fear is not part of your makeup. 1 John 5:18 says you are born of God and evil does not touch you… You are made of Holy Ghost teflon and the curses of darkness do not stick to you. Prov 26:2 is the truth, a curse does not stick without a cause, and Jesus has made it so there is no cause for curses to cling to you. Eph1:4 says you are holy and without blame before the Lord in love. We can not curse what God has blessed, just ask Balaam… read his story in Numbers 22. If Balaam couldn’t curse what God had blessed, then we need a different story in our mouths about ourselves than being “just a sinner”.

         You have the mind of Christ, and the peace of God in you passes all understanding… God said so, therefore it is true. 1 John 4:4 says you have the Greater One living in you… confess every day to yourself, if necessary, that greater is He Who is in me than he who is in the world. Tell yourself that as often as necessary until you get it down…in… your… head!

         You really really do have the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of Jesus Christ, and, yes, actually actually, the eyes of your understanding have been opened.

         You are a new creation in Christ, new, all new, never been another you like you are now. You are alive in Christ, fully alive, not just barely getting by, and the light of the gospel shines in your mind and heart. You are blessed in your actions and are a doer of the Word of God. Not only are you more than a conqueror, but according to 2 Cor 5:21, you ARE the righteousness of God in Jesus Christ. You are either righteous or you’re not… if you’re only mostly righteous then you’re not righteous… according to the Lord, if you believe in Jesus Christ, God calls you righteous… that may seem too good to be true, but it is true because the Lord said so.

         Who are you anyway? Just an old sinner, sludging along like some desperate bunker dweller, or are you who God says you are, an overcomer by the Blood of the Lamb, and an ambassador for Christ? 1 Peter 2:9, “But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people for His own possession, that you may proclaim the excellency’s of Him who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light.”

         You are beautiful in the eyes of your Heavenly Father, beautiful and beloved as Jesus is beautiful and beloved. You are blood brother to the Son of God, not some no-count sinner. Lift up your chin church, stand up straight and put one foot in front of another, any day can be your new day to begin walking in your calling.

         Drive carefully this week, think about what you spend your time thinking about. Be consistent and repeatable, we are almost home. Amen, and amen!

Ugh! Mammon!

Ugh! Mammon! What a word… the more i say it the more the word feels like something very unpleasant in my mouth. The way it is used in scripture speaks of more than just money, which is what most of us have been taught… it is more than just money, it is a heart posture, a soul focus and money is more a result than a cause.

A few years ago the Lord began speaking to me of mammon, what it means, how it impacts things, and why, if Christians are so taken with the Lord, can we get so entangled with this ugly… thing… mammon… it is a real golden calf of sorts. Getting in bed with mammon eventually makes us someone of constant sorrows, afterall, without Jesus, there is no real happiness in the end. And yes, i realize “happy” is a very subjective word, but, God is happy, so i believe His desire is for us to be joyful and happy also.

Mammon elevates us in the moment, it spikes and then trails off in a negative direction… it starts high and then the thrill deteriorates until the next high… like drug use… we spend so much time trying to get back that initial spike of exhilaration, as a result, little by little we, pursue our devotion to stuff, and things, or for some maybe, the possibilities of fame and power, but it never quite becomes as satisfying and delicious as the first time we encountered “mammon”.

In the days of old, if a man was caught being disobedient to a cruel lord of the land, sometimes, the master would have a dead body tied to the living man, and through contagion, which is the communication of disease by direct or indirect contact of dead things with living things, the man would eventually die a terrible death. If we hold “mammon” to ourselves, it will eat a hole in our pocket, and upon laying against us… all the terrible soul-sicknesses will begin to invade us, inserting themselves into our thinking, making us become dull-eared, dim-eyed, and thick-skinned toward the Lord. It won’t be long until we are “distant” from God, and we’ll wonder how we got so far from home… never meaning to have become so removed, yet there we are. Mammon is sneaky and insidious, and hell knows mankind can easily get sucked into an addiction to it.

This evening’s topic is “mammon”, absorbing and grave, personified and opposed to God.

Mammon! It even sounds like something i want no part of…The Lord calls it a way of death. As previously mentioned, it is absorbing, grave, insidious, personified, and opposed to God. Cunning and deceitful, it looks good at first and reassures us all things are well as we are slowly swallowed alive down the vortex of the never-ending gullet of a world without God. Like a child playing with a very dangerous toy, the Lord says to us, specifically and plainly, “Don’t touch that! Mammon and all it represents is bad for you and everyone in the sphere of your influence. Put it down and don’t handle it!” Mammon can easily be represented by the character Gollum in the Lord of the Rings trilogy, when coveting the one ring, calling it, “My precious!!”

Early on, believers in Christ began to use the word “mammon” in a way that expressed contempt and disapproval… it also was used in reference to gluttony, excessive materialism, greed, and unjust worldly gain. Amongst mammon’s subset of qualities is covetousness, which says “i want what i have and what you have too.” Covetousness is idolatry because mammon is idolatry at its core.

Colossians 3:5, “And that means killing off everything connected with that way of death: sexual promiscuity, impurity, lust, doing whatever you feel like whenever you feel like it, and grabbing whatever attracts your fancy. That’s a life shaped by things and feelings instead of by God.”

Those words, “doing whatever you feel like whenever you feel like it, and grabbing whatever attracts your fancy,” is the foundational attitude representing the idea of mammon.

Go ahead… say the word to yourself a few times… feel the way your mouth makes the letters… the word has a stop in the middle meaning you’ve got to stop saying one thing to start saying something else. To me, it’s just ugly to say out loud. More importantly, watch the vision in your head when you say the word… slowly, several more times… i don’t know about you, but i see dark clouds, encroaching dire gravity, weights not wings, which sing us a lullaby to doze us off while regret grows gently around our feet, binding up our courage and growing roots through the foundations of our confidence… it is like a dark, circumvoluted path that is riveting to our soul… mammon finds life in us like a seed planted in a rock wall… when it grows, roots break down our barriers and eventually tumble our fortress defenses.

The use of the word isn’t so much about what you’ve got, but more what you trust in… the word comes with a leaning toward vices that spring from idolatry and are peculiar to its practices… another word that comes to mind is avarice… mammon breeds covetousness and avarice. Hear this: friends, these are the days of the golden calf, something to worship other than the Lord… glittering, shiny, just… dazzling, and many of us get so lost in the dazzle… money dazzle, eye candy dazzle, everything, even architecture is just dazzling and hypnotic.

Col 3:5, as translated by Kenneth Weust, a noted Christian New Testament Greek scholar of the mid-Twentieth century reads, “By a once-and-for-all act, and at once, put to death your members which are upon the earth: fornication, impurity, depraved passion, wicked craving, and avarice which is of such a nature as to be idolatry;”

There should be an incredibly poisonous snake named avarice which, when bitten, we die an unhalting, slow, agonizing death by which only the blood of Jesus can arrest its continual march to stop our hearts.

The root word for mammon comes from a Hebrew word which means “your treasure, what you lay up or store up.” It’s the same root word for what Isaiah 33:6 calls “treasure”. This is important to understand: A literal translation of the word “treasure” means the head and heart are connected by the things we pursue… i’ll say it again, treasure means the head and heart are connected by the things we pursue.

We all realize there is nothing wrong with “treasure”, but when our treasure becomes our god, now we have problems. The obsession with greed and treasure was so great, many early believers held mammon to be personified as a demon. It was seen as just that powerful.

When we are “near” God, there is no room for the subtle and corrupt things of the world to get a grip in us to grow, but when we are “far” from the Lord, the world inserts itself into our thinking through the cracks in our character, like a snake in the grass, it just slips along until it starts influencing all our thinking. Mammon is about who or what you have confidence in, and in the case of Luke 16:13, Jesus counsels us to either be on the left or be on the right, but we can’t be in both places.

In a believer, mammon breeds chaos. The word Babylon is first used in 1 Kings 17:24, literally meaning confusion and chaos. People who try to do both grace and law, with one foot in the New Testament and one foot in the old, have a heart of Babylon, or confusion… we can’t do the law and grace at the same time. 1Cor15:56 says the strength of sin is the law, and if we have tasted the grace of God which came by Jesus Christ, then according to Gal5:4, we have gone backward and lost our hold on grace. i think Babylon and mammon live on the same street and are close neighbors.

Luke 16:13, “No servant can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or else he will be loyal to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and mammon.”

Serving the Lord requires the surrender of our worldly ways, humility to get low, and the relinquishing of our past lives for a better one which He will lead us into. This world we live in beckons us to live in such a way, our attitude is: ‘I will pull down my barns and build greater, and there I will store all my crops and my goods. I will say to my soul, “Soul, you have many goods laid up for many years; take your ease; eat, drink, and be merry.” So, don’t worry about anything, you’ll be dead soon, so what does it matter? The Lord says in Prov 14:12, “There is a way that seems right to a man, But its end is the way of death.” God doesn’t ask for our heart so He can prevent us from having good things, but so He can position us to actually have good things which cause us to live, not die.

Jeremiah 24:7, “Then I will give them a heart to know Me, that I am the LORD; and they shall be My people, and I will be their God, for they shall return to Me with their whole heart.”

Love says, “Give me your heart.” Mammon says, “NO! Give it to me!”

In Jeremiah 24:7 is a word that is the 12th most used verb in the O.T… it’s the word “return”… and better than any other verb, it combines in itself the two requisites of repentance: to turn from evil and to turn toward the good, and that is Godly good, not just good as the world understands. The Lord beckons to us to give Him our heart, yet the world we live in croons to us to join in its dark, godless state and leave the Lord out of everything we do.

If mammon and avarice were a large, corporate service provider, i think their advertisements and sales pitch would sound like this:

“We at Mammon and Company thrive on facilitating a belief system which serves people’s needs… right away. Most have a mortgage, a family, and, according to them, an extremely demanding job. People DON’T want a religion that complicates their lives with unreasonable ethical and moral demands. Mammon and Company has done the research… we find that God requires a huge amount of commitment concerning things like “single-deity” clauses, compulsory goodness, and a never-ending litany of over-spiritualized, mystifying mumbo-jumbo. It’s no wonder people are switching over to Mammon and Company. We know we aren’t the biggest player in the spiritual race, but our ability to deliver on our promises is… well, unique, and our moral flexibility is absolutely unmatchable. Why? Because you deserve to enjoy life – guilt-free.”

That was a parody, but can you hear the insidious, near reasonableness of the creative advertisement? … that is if you don’t think about it, letting the world appeal to your needs, pointing out how you don’t have what you want, and that they can fulfill all your needs, just give mammon your heart.

Love says, “Give me your heart,” mammon greedily says, “No! Give it to me!”

Love says, “Be content with what you’ve got.” Mammon says, “Get everything you can by hook or crook.”

Where is your treasure? Jesus said in Luke 12:34, “For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.” Friends, let us cease our efforts to gain prominence, positions, titles, possessions, manufactured personas, and a greedy grabbing for the supernatural. It is the Lord’s good pleasure to give us the Kingdom, stop being afraid, it is His choice to give it to us. Make a provision from your wealth and give to the poor; provide for yourselves money-bags which don’t deteriorate with use, a treasure which is unfailing, in the heavens, where a thief can’t get in, not even a clothes-moth can destroy, for where your treasure is, there also is your heart.

Many years ago, i was having a hard time sorting out what spiritual direction to go. i wondered where my heart was on some very real issues. As i dropped the plows into the ground one day, over the roar of the tractor i plainly heard the Lord say, “If you can’t find your heart, go look for your treasure… your heart will be laying around there somewhere.” Again, where is your treasure?

Mammon says to grab all you can, get it for yourself, and only share if it means an increase in your profit margin. Most wealthy people aren’t wealthy because they are so generous you know… and that amazingly cool guy that is a Christian music producer…you know, the one who is so interested in your project? Remember, he probably doesn’t drive a fancy car and have a suite on Hollywood and Vine because he’s such a good guy.

1 Timothy 6:7-9, “for we brought nothing into the world, and we cannot take anything out of the world. But if we have food and clothing, with these we will be content. But those who desire to be rich fall into temptation, into a snare, into many senseless and harmful desires that plunge people into ruin and destruction.”

Love says, “Be honest and just.” Mammon says “Cheat your own father if you can gain by it.”

It’s always about what you can get, even if you have to step on the neck of the person in front of you.

Love says in Philippians 4:8, “Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honest, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things.”

Mammon says to not worry if it is true, who cares if there’s any honesty as long as you’ve got your legal paperwork done, no one really wants justice, purity isn’t relative today; it says life is most beautiful when you’ve got yours and theirs too, always commend yourself first. Mammon says that having what you want when you want is true excellence, and always remember, you and only you are worthy of all praise, you are your own beginning and end… constantly think of these things.

God and mammon are completely opposed. Love says, “Be giving.” Mammon says, “Hold tight to what you’ve got!” Love says open your hand, releasing the provision God has provided to those around you. Mammon says let others fend for themselves. They’ll get what they deserve, and it serves them right.

The Lord says in Proverbs 25:21, “If your enemy is hungry, give him bread to eat, and if he is thirsty, give him water to drink,”

Mammon says if your enemy is hungry, too bad, this is my food and water and you don’t get any… well, unless you want to work a deal… what have you got in mind?

Jesus said in Luke 6:30, “Give to everyone who begs from you, and from one who takes away your goods do not demand them back.” Mammon says take from the one who begs, and from the one who steals, prosecute them till they drop and take all their stuff.

In the “meaning of things”, the dictionary doesn’t give significance to your words, nor is your content and context derived from some approving agencies’ board members, sitting in their high places, vowing and disavowing potential ministers and ministries. In the eyes of the Lord, we are not defined by our stuff, but by Christ who lives in our hearts. If our hands are influenced by mammon, we will have shut up riches and closed hands, we will become narrow-eyed, tight-lipped, and our mind will become darkened and dull… thick-skinned toward the Lord.

In 2001 i was at church one Sunday and as i walked out that afternoon, i had an open vision. In front of my face, as plain as day i say in full technicolor, a man’s hand… it was open, palm up, and had a nail hole at the heel of the hand. The open vision was only for a couple seconds, and honestly, for a moment, i wasn’t sure what had just happened and wondered if i had actually seen what i thought i had seen. When the vision happened, it was like a light blue wind pushed through my person and rocked me backward a little, but yet i had no understanding nor application for the vision. Only in the last 2 years, have i begun to understand what i saw. The Lord has opened His hand to whomsoever will receive from Him.

Matthew 10:8, “… Freely you have received, freely give…” and Acts 20:35, “…. the Lord Jesus, how he himself said, ‘It is more blessed to give than to receive.’”

i believe somehow, we typically find ourselves somewhere in the middle between Love and mammon. On one hand, we have a heart to give, and on the other hand, we would really like to have something for ourselves. We say titles and validation don’t matter, but secretly, more than a few wish for those things. Friends, we need to balance the equation, so to speak.

Within us, we have conflicts on many levels that are being allowed to continue unchallenged. A question for us all: How has the love of “stuff” and an idolatrous dedication to possessing whatever we can invade our thinking and being? Think about it.

Love says, “Be anxious for nothing.” Mammon says, “Be careful for everything!”

Luke 12:22-23, “And he said to his disciples, “Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat, nor about your body, what you will put on. For life is more than food, and the body more than clothing.” But mammon says to watch every possession like a hawk, be greedy with everything.

The Lord denounces the blind watchmen in Isaiah 56:11, “Yes, they are greedy dogs which never have enough. And they are shepherds Who cannot understand; They all look to their own way, Every one for his own gain, From his own territory.”

Do you see it? Driven by the insidious, cunning, deceitful way of death called mammon, those watchmen found themselves in opposition to God. We either have our feet on God’s side, or on mammon’s side, but we cannot straddle the divide with one foot on each side… it tears us apart, and we end up in chaos and confusion.

The contrast of Love vs. Mammon, was something i found, in Matthew Henry’s Commentary. i was so impacted by, what has been called, the simplicity, strength, and pregnancies of the expressions in his short piece on God and mammon, i thought it valuable to bring it up at this juncture.

Love says, “Be careful for nothing.” Mammon says, “Be careful for everything!”, Love says, “Be giving.” Mammon says, “Hold tight to what you’ve got!”, Love says, “Be content with what you’ve got.” Mammon says, “Get everything you can by fair or foul.”, Love says, “Be honest and just.” Mammon says “Cheat your own father if you can gain by it.”, Love says, “Give me your heart.” Mammon says, “NO! Give it to me!”. There is a lot to think about there.

The Lord calls each of us to be anxious for nothing, to be giving and content with what we’ve got, to be honest, to love the truth and justice, and above all give the Lord our heart. We are bid to consider carefully… to choose this day whom you will serve. The ball is in your court… how do you plead?

Be strong and courageous, pray for your neighbor, be a cheerful resource of hope and strength for those who are in short supply, and i’ll talk to you later. Amen.

Little Wisdoms

On a side note, it seems so much of our time is spent on things of lesser importance, sort of like the anxiety about sanctuary carpet color, knowing the 25 little-known Harry Potter facts, or maybe doing a study on the average length of lampshades in America. i must admit i’m pretty surprised and fascinated by the things people seem to think is so important. Like it’s more important to take an online quiz to find out what kind of potato you would be, if you were a potato, than it is to pick up the phone and have a short conversation with someone who needs to hear an encouraging voice today. Things of lesser importance seem to have completely distracted our entire nation…. another example – many seem to be overly concerned about the number of likes they get on Facebook, overly concerned if someone is texting them or not, whether or not they are wearing an acceptable style of clothing, being pre-occupied over if so-and-so saw me would they like my hair, etc, etc till the stomach turns.

We’d all do better by learning to ask ourselves –“what is critically significant in life”- and to recognize the things of lesser importance we are caught up in which cause us to miss out on what is truly important. It seems like it’s easier to watch a silly reality show than it is to spend a little time reading the Bible. i suppose our preferences are a pretty strong indicator concerning our relationship with God, wouldn’t you say?

Over time, the Lord has given me some little, hard-won wisdoms, and this evening i’d like to cover a few of what i’ve gathered.

1. The first little wisdoms on my list of “notes to myself” is the idea that “God comes TO us before He goes THROUGH us.”

To me that means we must become possessors and not simply professors – we must actually possess Christ, not just proclaim or maintain that He lives within our hearts while remaining clueless as to who He is and what He means when He says what He says. It also means we can know all about Hebrew and Greek and the Bible, yet rarely if ever do we connect with God. One of the saddest things i’ve ever seen is a man graduating seminary with a master of divinity, but he’s more lost today than he was when he started. Lately, i’ve been using a phrase to describe the response of many believers to deeper discussions of our faith…. that phrase is “white noise”. You may ask… maybe…what is white noise?

White noise is like tuning your radio to a place where there’s no station and nothing but the hiss of the radio…. no signal…. no music…. no nothing, just the sound of soft, consistent static. It can also mean, “random talk without meaningful content”. When we possess Christ, within ourselves we have a response. When we merely profess Christ and come to times of necessary response, we either give no response, or we only offer cheap, shallow talk with no meaningful content. i consider it a great disappointment when other believers have the opportunity to enter into a deeper conversation about God, but instead of being inquisitive, asking questions, and searching out answers, they bow up in pride, act all huffy, as if someone told them they were stupid, and either storm off, or just stare at you in silence.

1 Peter 3:15-16, “But sanctify the Lord God in your hearts, and always be ready to give an answer to everyone who asks you a reason for the hope that is in you, with meekness and fear; 16 having a good conscience, that when they defame you as evildoers, those who revile your good conduct in Christ may be ashamed.”

He comes TO us before He goes thru us so our answers aren’t merely academic, but truly Spirit-driven.

2. Another little wisdom is that “we seem to often confuse character with accomplishment”.

True, our conduct influences our character, and our character most definitely influences our conduct, but so often…. it seems…i find myself believing that if i could just do such-n-such, then i must be a good person, or, i might say to myself that i do good therefore i should get good. You know, even the worst people can do good things, and just because we do good things from time to time doesn’t mean we are people of Godly character. God’s idea of good works, isn’t about the good thing that was done but about the righteous heart behind the works. Even the worst sinners can do good things, but only the righteous are considered to have good works.

Matt 7:11 says that even those with a corrupt conscience know how to give good things to their children. In Christ alone is my character built, not just in doing some good things. i say it is always the right time to do the right thing….believe me, doing the right thing, even when it’s to our own hurt, takes Godly character. Testify. Let us reveal to the world our Godly character and not stop short of that unveiling by only declaring to them our accomplishments.

3. The next little wisdom is about forgiveness, which seems to be a repetitive and difficult lesson for many of us. “Forgiveness is not so much about the other person but about us as individuals.”

For as long as we don’t forgive, we stay chained to the other person, or persons, in the offense of the circumstances. Forgiveness restores the standard and good boundaries maintain that same standard of righteousness.

In 2 Timothy4, we read about how Paul, who was publicly confronted by Alexander the coppersmith, was called upon to give his self-defense at a preliminary trial. But when he stood to testify, no one stood with him as a friend. No-show friends seem pretty common these days, which means we must resolve to follow Christ, regardless of who clicks like on our Facebook page, or gives us verbal cudo’s when we need propping up. Then Paul says, “May it not be put to their account.” Even though all his friends were a no-show, he asked the Lord to not lay it to their charge. So what standard was restored by his forgiveness, even though scripture is silent as to anyone even asking for forgiveness?

i believe it was the standard of mercy and grace. His feelings were hurt by the no-show friends, but he chose to exercise grace and prayed that the Lord would not count it against them. Friends, there will be times in your life when support doesn’t show up – it’s not IF it will happen, it’s when it happens…. in light of that, how will you react? i like to think Paul knew they didn’t show up because they were afraid, and by his employing mercy and grace… he let it go. When friends don’t do what they say, let’s have grace for them and allow their offense to slide off our backs, knowing that God is faithful to address their issues in His time. Consider….the Lord was and is merciful and exercises grace toward us when we are unresponsive towards Him. God is generous, let us be generous also.

4. Here’s a little wisdom: “Silence can speak volumes if we’re willing to listen.”

Now i’ll be the first to admit, silence from any corner can be trying, but rather than object loudly to the silence, how about we listen to hear what’s underneath? Like “white noise”… rather than only hearing the non-response…. let’s go the extra mile to listen for what’s underneath it…and you KNOW there is a lot going on beneath the surface of silence.

Luke 14:3-4, “And Jesus, answering, spoke to the lawyers and Pharisees, saying, “Is it lawful to heal on the Sabbath?” 4 But they kept silent. And He took him and healed him, and let him go.” What was underneath their silence?

Ok, now this is just what i think, but i believe they were astounded by the position in which Jesus had placed them, and being unable to discover some means of saving face they simply remained silent, at which point Jesus healed the man, and since the man was evidently not one of the invited guests to dinner, the Lord sent him on his way. i believe their silence was about saving face. i believe their silence was about unbelief, and not knowing how to respond concerning was Jesus really who He said He was. It was about the fact that they couldn’t say it was not lawful, for the law didn’t forbid it. If it had, they surely would have spoken up. Jesus presented the opportunity for protest … and right in front of them was the perfect time to make objections if they had any… right now was the time to object and not after the man was healed. But yet, they were silent. Maybe it wasn’t so much that they objected to someone being healed, but more WHO was doing the healing.

Oftentimes, if we could hear what is in the silence of those around us, quite possibly we would find good reason to exercise great grace. Silence speaks loudly if we are willing to listen. Maybe fear holds people silent more often than we think; maybe most people really don’t know what to say – so they say nothing. We really, really need to learn to listen beyond just the words. i think maybe we’ve been taught to speak and to speak well, but it is rare to meet someone who has been taught to listen.

i’d like to add a twist to the “little wisdom” of “silence speaks loudly if we’re willing to listen”, and that is the side note that silence is not ALWAYS golden. For example, when someone is mad at us and they may give us the silent treatment. This kind of silence, however, usually means they are playing a cruel game of “who can care less, the most, the longest”. And to add further complication to the idea that silence speaks volumes if we’re willing to listen, what do we do with the Silence Of God? Oooo! Profound question there. i have a small amount of wisdom on that…..i’m afraid it’s not much, but here it is: When God is silent, let us wait patiently knowing He will indeed answer, letting strength rise as we wait, learning to live well where we are until the Lord replies. And know this, He is faithful… He WILL reply.

5. “Anytime we “turn on the light of truth, somebody is sure to cry”.

Or, i suppose that could be restated as “You can rest assured that anytime we present the Good News of Jesus Christ, someone will find a reason to object.” Let’s not worry if someone is going to feel hurt when we are truthful about the gospel …..it is necessary that we testify. The gospel of Christ rocks people’s boats, it unbalances their world perspective, it shifts the earth plates in all their agendas, and unclutters chaotic thinking…. in light of that, someone is going to be disturbed and troubled. As preposterous as it sounds, we must realize that there are people who actually thrive in chaos, they Godlessly prosper in a perfect storm. God is not surprised, and when it happens, we need to keep our focus on presenting the gospel, and not be swept into silence because we are afraid of what others will think. i have often found myself being the generator of “white noise”, or non-response – just the noise of nothing but moving air, and oh gosh, haven’t i left a discussion only to repent later for my silence on behalf of the gospel? Truth be told, i was afraid of the potential confrontation and didn’t feel i had a good reply at the moment or maybe i was afraid the people in the discussion wouldn’t like me, which would mean they might not speak to me anymore. Either way, at the core of my non-response, i was afraid.

1 Peter 3:16, “Having a good conscience; that, whereas they speak evil of you, as of evildoers, they may be ashamed that falsely accuse your good conversation in Christ.” The world often sees the Gospel as scrutinizing, and any time we turn on the light of Christ and the world feels scrutinized, somebody is gonna cry.

Psalm 30:5, “…The Lord’s favor is for life; Weeping may endure for a night, But joy comes in the morning.”

6. Here is wisdom we should all heed: “An oath is only as good as the person behind it”.

The moment someone says to me, “I swear it’s the truth,” immediately i have red flags of doubt go up. Chances are good that my red flags of doubt go up because so often in the past my experience has been when someone swears something is the truth, loud, long, and often, it has typically not been the truth. As a result, i tend to project into the future what i’ve learned from the past, meaning due to history i tend to doubt someone who makes an oath and swears up and down it’s true. “An oath is only as good as the person behind it” and once someone has proven themselves to be unreliable in keeping their word, i believe it is nearly, if not probably impossible to become expressly and exclusively trustworthy again. It’s like there never fades this little inkling, a little thin shadow of doubt. It’s as if once we violate trust, even if for years we prove ourselves to be of reliable and faithful character, there will often seem to be a little thing in the back of people’s minds that will niggle at them to not be so trusting.

Many people will swear by God….on someone’s grave, or even swear by some false god as to their truth and sincerity, and then they’ll say if they fail to keep their oath they will expect some kind of punishment should they either be lying or fail to live up to their pledge.

Friends, there is no such thing as “personal truth”. There is only one truth, Jesus. Also, i think this is wisdom….if you don’t have to swear and make an oath, then don’t.

Let’s be very careful with all our swearing and declaring, James 5:12 reads, “But above all, my brethren, do not swear, either by heaven or by earth or with any other oath. But let your “Yes,” be “Yes,” and your “No,” “No,” lest you fall into hypocrisy.”

And really… above that, the truth is… we should put our trust in no one BUT the Lord for He alone is sovereignly faithful. In fact, the Lord is so confident in His ability to do all that He says, we see God swearing by himself in Genesis 22:16, swearing by his holiness in Psalm 89:35. In Isaiah62:8 the Lord is seen swearing by his right hand (the right hand being the hand of prosperity), and swearing by his great name in Jeremiah 44:26…..all that in order that He might stress the absolute certainty and immutability of His performing that which He swore. The Lord is the most reliable person in the entire universe and if He promises anything, we can stake our lives on it; He does not fail. God is good for His promises and truly, He is as good as His oath.

Think about it.

Let wisdom sink down into your soul, and notice, it is subtle, and most of the time the wisdom the Lord gives us doesn’t first appear as earth-shattering, but as it unfolds in our lives, we see the face of God, His glory rising in our hearts……it is there to help us navigate life, sort of like …..it is wise to learn to make small talk….if we don’t learn the art of small talk, we’ll probably miss seeing the green shoots of grace which grow in people’s back yards.

And to that i’ll say, think about it….amen.

Little Wisdoms 2

             i fully believe the Lord is talking to us, one way or another, all the time. Sometimes it’s in whispers and dreams, maybe a few resonant words in the middle of a conversation or a song lyric…. other times loud and clear, that is, if we’ve got our ear to the ground and are interested in what He’s got to say.

John 16:13, “But when the Friend comes, the Spirit of the Truth, he will take you by the hand and guide you into all the truth there is. He won’t draw attention to himself, but will make sense out of what is about to happen and, indeed, out of all that I have done and said.”

If we are interested in the Lord, He will guide our way. His word is a lamp to our feet and a light to our path.

This discussion this evening is concerning another four little wisdoms which the Lord has given to me, wisdom gleaned through blood, sweat, and tears…

Without wisdom, we are dead in the water, just wild beasts standing in the wind and rain, knowing we are wet and cold, but not knowing what to do about it. i had some cattle many years ago, and i can remember looking out the kitchen window one morning through a downpour of snow and sleet and seeing some of the cattle standing up on a hillside, their backs to the wind, with what looked to me like misery on their faces, and snow and ice stuck to their backs. Don’t worry, cattle are usually pretty good outside down to about -30 below zero, and that morning it was 10 degrees above, nevertheless, cold and wet is cold and wet no matter how you cut it. While watching them in the moment i had to chuckle to myself thinking how they looked like people without wisdom or understanding, in that the look on their faces seemed to say they were cold, wet, and miserable, but really had no idea what to do about it. i imagined one looking at the other and remarking, “Boy it sure is cold and wet!” and the other saying back, “Yea, it sure is…i’m very unhappy, but i don’t know what to do….gosh, it’s really cold and wet.” …then letting out a pitiful moan or two with the conversation just going round and round as they rolled their large soft, wet eyes at each other, lost in their circular thinking. Similarly, without wisdom and understanding, we too, tend to just sit in our unhappy places, wonder how we got there, but don’t know what to do about it. Sounds like it’s prime time to ask the Lord for wisdom and understanding wouldn’t you say?

  1. “Never contend with a contentious man. Let him go his way.”

The first little wisdom of this evening was born out of a few long-running difficult situations of my own, similar to what the New Testament Christians found themselves in during the time of Roman occupation when the religious people of the world were being confronted by the presence of the Savior of mankind.

Jesus was active in His ministry and it was obvious just by His presence in the room, He tended to make the room feel pressed to choose if they were on God’s side, or their own side. Many loved Him, many just liked Him, and many hated Him with unfounded and profound anger that they couldn’t seem to explain other than He prevented them from making a profit or breaking their traditions. The old church paradigm was shifting, a Savior had been born, and as can be read throughout the four gospels, people were hungry for what Jesus had but yet they were very uncomfortable with what He represented.

Matt 26 gives an account where Jesus has been dragged before the chief priests, elders, and all the council was just looking for something to accuse Him of, even if it wasn’t true so they could justify putting Him to death. In all their searching, they found no one at first who would say lies about the Lord. Eventually, two came forward to testify against Jesus, and it was all the chief priest needed. The leadership invented stuff when they could find no fault. They were a contentious lot….how dare anyone disrupt their personal agendas and religious system!

When they questioned Jesus, the Lord answered not a word, even when the high priest demanded an answer, declaring Jesus was under oath by the living God, spitting and raging. When Jesus did speak, it was all the high priest needed and the council declared Jesus deserving of death. Then they spat in His face and beat Him, striking Him with their open hands, taunting and ridiculing Him, yet He answered not a word.

In Matt 17, when Pilate, a contentious man in his own right, was troubled in his heart about Jesus, made his own inquiry. Matthew 27:13-14, “Then Pilate said to Him, “Do You not hear how many things they testify against You?” But He answered him not one word so that the governor marveled greatly.”

When in the middle of my own dealings with difficult people, the Lord has spoken to me, “Do not go to the mat and wrestle with this person. Do not contend with a contentious man, just let him go his way.” And you’ve gotta understand, this doesn’t mean someone who merely challenges our thinking or doctrine, but someone who is consistently contrary, always has a beef about something, and spares no efforts to make sure you know they’re contrary. Someone who controls the conversation and even when what you’re saying makes sense, they naturally take the counterpoint. Contrary i tell ya, just contrary, as if they just neeeeed the conflict.

When we are accused, it is hard to not reply, but remember, just because we are accused doesn’t mean we must defend ourselves. Jesus did not have a defense because He did not carry an offense, He held no toxic waste in His heart towards anyone. For me, when i have employed this wisdom of the Lord, it was a hard-won wisdom…i carried many offenses so it was hard to not make a reply. Proverbs 26:21, “As charcoal is to burning coals, and wood to fire, So is a contentious man to kindle strife.” Friends, do not contend with a contentious man…let him go his way.

 2.    “We want a foreseeable, calculated outcome and a predictable crisis, but that’s not the nature of faith.”

Most of life is not lived in crisis, which is a good thing….but crisis does have something to say for itself: In a time of crisis, everything, absolutely everything is important and significant. Every little word has impact, every raindrop, every short breath, every anxious moment…. it all is important and significant. i don’t believe anyone, anywhere, anytime looks forward to, nor asks for a crisis of faith in their lives, but i have an observation about that… it seems to me, a crisis in our lives, as navigated by the Lord only serves to refine us and make us better. But as for the world…at this very moment in time, they are in crisis with no clue how to curb it all.

i worked for a large manufacturing company in the late 1980s and 90s. During those years i saw many ideas rise and fall, but one thing stood out among others, management was always and forever working to predict profit, loss, and failure….it’s called risk management, which is calculated in an effort to try to prevent financial ruin. Nevertheless, those on the manufacturing floor were continually driven, by management, as if there was a constant crisis and jobs were at stake.

But faith simply doesn’t work like that. Within myself, i find i am more than willing to take a chance on God when i can somewhat see the possibilities of what might go wrong, but exercising confidence and hope in Jesus doesn’t work that way. i find that if i could accurately gauge what my losses would be, the more willing i am to step out on the water like Peter did in Matt 14:29. i believe most people, who would rather “play it safe”, are so worried they might get it wrong, might be seen as foolish or stupid, or judged harshly by others, so much so that they never move out into God’s destiny for them. Always playing it safe is a fear-filled lifestyle.

Most believers really do have something to say, but very few of them actually get around to saying it. It is safe to remain quiet, and risky to voice what’s on your heart. Faith rarely, if ever, provides an avenue to calculate the outcome in order to measure the failure potential. With God in your picture, all bets are off as to a predictable outcome, other than He will accomplish His purposes, and we don’t necessarily know them. i think what we find so difficult to believe is that with the Lord, even if you get it wrong or sound foolish, He is with you and makes all things work together for good to those who love Him, to those who are called according to His purpose. With the Lord, there is no percentage of failure to calculate, and we must be willing to trust God and take a chance which, somehow, usually looks like a longshot. Yet, if we don’t take a chance and step out on the water, the longer we “play it safe” waiting for a calculatable outcome and a predictable crisis, the more we increase towards becoming despondent and disheartened, which is what Dr. Martin Luther King called the “fatigue of despair”.

Faith does not work within the box of a worldly business model where we play it safe and minimize our crisis potential. A crisis of faith is necessary for making faith a surety for us. 2Cor12:9″My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” Most, especially when we are not allowed a measurable outcome, nor a predictable crisis, believe that in God’s strength, we are more than conquerors, for God has a way of wringing good out of our most uncomfortable circumstances. It’s time to walk on water friends!

3.     “Convenience short circuits conflict, which seems good, but convenience never produces character.” Dealing with our internal conflicts may seem inconvenient and uncomfortable, but not dealing with them solves a grand total of zero challenges and it is increasingly hard on our mental and physical health.

Convenience is about saving someone time, effort, resources, frustration, or maybe even responsibility…it also short-circuits obedience and spiritual growth too.

Having heated with wood for years, i’ll be the first to say going out, cutting wood, splitting wood, stacking wood, bringing it into the house as needed, only to have the heat level spike and then taper, over time, back to being chilly again, is really inconvenient, especially if you’re like me and you can always think of something else you’d rather do. Having an armload of firewood, walking in the snow to only fall down and get snow all down your boots is very inconvenient, especially when you’re thinking of all the other places you’d rather be. Or having to go get wood from the woodshed when the wind chill is below zero and the wind is howling, is very inconvenient, especially if you’ve got a heart full of “don’t want to”….and maybe all that hard work it’s pretty fun when you’re young, but i’m here to tell you, when you get older, i’ve become addicted to having a little thermostat on the wall that raises and lowers the temperature with just the smallest movement of a lever, i see that as a wonderful convenience.

It is also important to point out that in all those years of cutting and splitting firewood, i learned some very Godly character traits. i learned responsibility, endurance, and how to persevere. The Lord spoke to me a great deal in the deep woods when my muscles ached from strain, and sweat was running off my nose. When a tree would fall down the hill, i would have to cut and carry it back up the hill, armload at a time, stack it on the trailer, then go back down the hill to carry more up….. over and over. i learned sheer persistence in the face of exhaustion, and soon approaching cold, and bad weather.

Without learning to persevere, which is a Godly character-building exercise, i would never have made it through college or had the character to pursue resolve in any conflicts. On a larger scale of today’s world, sure, it would be convenient to say the government will resolve our conflicts with the wrongdoing of others, but it takes character and courage to not let the convenience of “letting someone else take care of the problem” sidetrack us from dealing with our own personal difficulties.

A man told me recently the reason he had a DUI on his record was because the breathalyzer failed….and he was serious. Maybe i shouldn’t have, but i had to laugh a little at his belief that it wasn’t his fault that he was driving drunk, it was the breathalyzer that lied. It was convenient to blame the device, and very inconvenient to be responsible for his actions. Convenience was looking to short-circuit his character. It is inconvenient to stand your ground when being wrongfully accused….it’s scary and uncomfortable. Convenience says to just say, “Whatever” and walk away, which may seem good in the moment, but tomorrow the bias has been set and we have to live with our not being firm…all because we avoided the conflict in the moment. Justice isn’t convenient…oh let me tell you, it is SOOO inconvenient. Doing justice on behalf of someone else is very costly and uncomfortable. It may be convenient to avoid getting involved, but where is the courage, where is the strength, where is the heart it takes to chase after the poor and support the beaten down?

i was having trouble writing a script and for several days the Lord would wake me up in the middle of the night and tell me, “If you’ll get up now, I’ll give you the whole thing in one sitting.” i put it off because it was inconvenient to get up. i was convicted by the third day and asked the Lord to forgive me and to try me again. In the middle of that same afternoon, when i was in the middle of a rare break in the day, the Lord came to me again saying, “If you’ll come away with me now, right now, I’ll give you the entire script in one sitting.” Wouldn’t you know it, on the instant, i momentarily found myself reasoning that … i was in the middle of a break and that i’d come aside with Him in a minute… Suddenly i started laughing at myself, thinking, “Yea, as long as it’s convenient for me, i’m willing to be inconvenienced.” i got up, went aside with the Lord, and in fact, He gave me the entire script in one sitting. Amazing! i almost talked myself out of it because it was inconvenient.

Conflict plus commitment equals change….. and to avoid it all because “we don’t want to get involved” is not the heart of the Lord. There is a conflict between a wax floor and the buffing pad of a floor polisher, but as the polisher does its job, the floor is made bright. Convenience short circuits conflict, which seems good maybe, but convenience never produces Godly character.

 4.     Here is wisdom: “A one-way street only runs just so far.”

And yes, i’m talking about the self-centered, self-focused, individualism-focused church…where it’s all about me…. yes, me, me, me.

When people become believers they don’t, at the same moment, become nice. For many, i think this comes as a surprise. Coming to Christ doesn’t automatically provide someone with good manners and suitable morals. The people of Corinth, evidently, had a reputation for being unruly, hard-drinking, and promiscuous. Paul spent a year and a half going over the “good news” in detail. Sometime later Paul got a report that things had somewhat fallen apart, with morals in disrepair, and worship had degenerated into, what i call, a selfish grabbing for the supernatural. Paul knew that if they continued in their self-absorbed behavior, the church would hit a dead-end street…because…. a one-way street only runs just so far before it either ends or becomes a two-way street.

Galatians5:19-20, “Now the works of the flesh are evident, which are: adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lewdness, 20 idolatry, sorcery, hatred, contentions, jealousies, outbursts of wrath, selfish ambitions, dissensions, heresies,”, etc, etc. Selfishness, or a “one-way street” is listed among those things considered as “works of the flesh”.

The world and all it entails is destined to come to an end, so i suppose you could say, the way of the world and the flesh, will come to nothing in the end.

Romans 11:7-8, when Israel tried to be right with God on her own, pursuing her own self-interest, she did not succeed. The chosen ones of God were those who let God pursue his interest in them, and as a result, received his stamp of legitimacy. The “self-interest Israel” became thick-skinned toward God. Moses and Isaiah both commented on this: Fed up with their quarrelsome, self-centered ways, God allowed their eyes to become dim, their ears to be dulled, and allowed them to shut themselves away in a room full of mirrors…i believe they’re there to this day.” You know….in a room full of mirrors, all you can see is yourself.

Let us serve the Lord with eyes to see beyond ourselves, to hear more than our own voices, and to live for more than just our own self-promotion. If we think we are the absolute only ones who can do what God has called us to do, and if we don’t do it, it simply won’t get done, friends, think again. If the Lord wants something accomplished, we can rest assured He will make it so, and if we refuse or fail, the Lord will find a way to bring about His purposes for His glory. Pride and arrogance will close our eyes to see only what we want to see, will deafen our ears to hear only what we want to hear, and will turn the song in our mouth into the braying of a donkey. i have heard the bray of a jackass from my own mouth on more than a few occasions. Hear this wisdom: A one-way street only runs just so far. Think about it.

i love this quote from Dr. Martin Luther King, “Life has its bleak and difficult moments. Like the ever-flowing waters of the river, life has its moments of drought and its moments of flood. Like the ever-changing cycle of the seasons, life has the soothing warmth of its summers and the piercing chill of its winters. And if one will hold on, he will discover that God walks with him and that God is able to lift you from the fatigue of despair to the buoyancy of hope, and transform dark and desolate valleys into sunlit paths of inner peace.”

Aren’t those beautiful words? i have read them often and pondered Dr. King’s use of contrasts like drought and flood, soothing warm and piercing chill, and fatigue of despair and buoyancy of hope. i find the Lord uses contrasts to help us understand what He is saying, and it’s not that He isn’t speaking, it’s us who aren’t hearing, it’s not that God isn’t giving us a vision, it’s us who aren’t seeing. Believe me, if the Lord wants you to know something, He is entirely capable of getting your attention and making Himself very plain, but i believe He wants us to be interested enough in what He’s got to say that we pursue Him. You know, God loves to be wanted just like we do… He is the beautiful lover of our souls.

i’m Social Porter and this program has sprung to life near the cascading banks of the Ockluhwahhah River, where the trees gently lean over the rivers edge, and every evening is pleasant.

Four little wisdoms: Never contend with a contentious man, let him go his way; We want a foreseeable, calculated outcome, and a predictable crisis, but that’s not the nature of faith; Convenience short circuits conflict, which seems good, but convenience never produces character; And the last one i gleaned from a life of being on my knees with bleeding knuckles …. a one-way street only runs just so far.

Consider these four wisdoms as you go your way this week. Let yourself  laugh and sing….it will serve to lift your heart to redefine joy for you. Be strong and courageous, and i’ll hopefully, talk to you next time. Amen!

Poem Of The Evening

In 2013, the Lord gave me some insight into what He had built into the morning, why daybreak was so valuable, and sunrise speaks of His glory, it became Outposts #92: “The Song Of The Morning”. i wondered at the time, that if the break of day had all this God-stuff built into it then what does the evening contain”?  It is a mystery. The wonders which our God built into the beginning and end of the day are indeed a secret. There are some very interesting hidden things of the Lord that highly affect every human being every day, and they both, daybreak and the setting sun, speak to the general call of God for man to return….. repent and come home.  God is very specific… It’s not just “A” morning, or “AN” evening…. it is “THE” morning and “THE” evening.

Nevertheless, both time frames contain the published truth of God and the concealed truth of God, or, just so i can sound really bright, it would be Deus Revelatus/Deus Abscontitus, God revealed, God concealed. BUT! i believe when it comes to all hidden mysteries of the Lord, He is like a proud father who’s just come in the house and His children climb up and eagerly pull on Him to know what treats He has brought them … oh, and don’t you know, our  Heavenly Father has pockets full of incredible things. When we chase after Him, climbing on Him, hugging and hanging on Him like little kids who just loooovvveee their daddy, the Lord laughs and plays, wrestles, and carries on with us… I believe He’ll reveal to us the contents of His pockets if we are interested enough to chase it.

Morning is mostly a  revealed mystery of God, i mean what the Lord has hidden in sunrise, with a little effort on my part,  He helped me find it. Yes, it took several months to get a little understanding, and if God had not given me understanding, i would not have it. So tonight brings us  not a  song of  the  rising sun, but a poem about the setting sun, the “Poem  Of The  Evening.”  Honestly, i don’t know if i can do it justice, but this is what i’ve got.

When summer evening fades and wanders toward the night, cats sit at the edges of driveways and bushes looking bored, waiting for something to happen. In the evening, if we walk down the street we can look into houses where we see people eating, watching television, … hear people talking … some loud, some soft, some laughing…or not…sometimes their voices echo a little in the street. There are boys planning their next game or challenge of battle… a girl is swinging on the swings, and others ride their bikes up and down in the last slivers of daylight.

The summer evening seems like a conclusion to something somehow…the air is thick over the pavement and steadily cooling under the trees…there are car washers, hedge trimmers, lawn mowers, plan makers, and lawn rakers, twittering birds in trees settling in for the coming night… occasionally there are echoes of laughing children as moms urge them toward their evening chores. The day is done and evening has come … it’s time to rest and rethink tomorrow. We all started the day with mercies new, living and breathing a new beginning,  but evening, ahhh…evening … it poses refreshing and return, coming home again to find consolation in the sanctuary.

The Lord has built many mysteries into so many parts of our lives which occur daily, and yet, many of us don’t see or hear most of them… just breezing past His treasures, preoccupied with ourselves, without even a noticing glance for the most part. Jesus wants us to chase after Him as He chases after us … He wants us to discover His gems and beauties, His treasures and character for us to marvel at and wonder about, all designed for us to fall more deliriously in love with Him. Due to love, God chased us, his beloved, all the way to the cross, that we could also love because He first loved us. Let’s not be too lazy to dig up our Father’s treasures… after all, do we r-e-a-1-1-y want to know what God says and means, or do we just want to be settled in our beliefs and be right? Tough questions, if we’re honest about ourselves and our motivations.

The evening recites poetry to us, God-poetry concerning the “cause of all

causes”. The close of the day is the ending of daily afflictions in the sense that in Leviticus 14 and 15, there were many situations where someone would become unclean, but in the evening their uncleanness ended. The evening is a time to re-gather ourselves, refresh our hearts before the Lord, rest our bodies, and lay our burdens down. Psalm 103:12, “And as far as sunrise is from sunset, he has separated us from our sins.” We should take note, the day starts in the east like a rising wave in the first of the day, but comes to a close in the west, like the ocean surf roars to a close on the beach.

Day and night, morning and evening are specific time frames the entire world can relate to….all creatures, large and small, all things wide and narrow, all motes, jots, and tittles nearly weightless and less than weightless… participate … like it or not, they are all in.

From the beginning, God divided out time on the earth into day and night, but he also divided out two other very specific time frames called morning and evening. Genesis 1:5, “And God called the light Day and the darkness he called Night. And the evening and the morning was the first day.”

 Now, i’m not a professor, nor am i fluent in Hebrew … at best i’m just an “armchair theologian”… but i believe Gen1:5 is a good translation. The Hebrew word for day, “yome” (long “o”), is a different word than morning, “bo-ker” (long “o”), indicative of distinctive and separate time periods, as is the Hebrew for night, “lay-il” (lie-il) is different from evening, which is “eh-reb” (air-reb).

Our word, “day”, that little three-letter word, is said to be the “most important concept of time in the OT by which a point of time, as well as a range of time, can be expressed.” In that verse, Gen 1:5, if we’re willing to believe that not only did God use precise words, but His order of those words were and are very important … it was first light and then it was day. The light was first and set the precedence of… “toward the light”, which should be our leaning toward God for our day, “toward the light” The light leans towards the day, and darkness leans towards the night. The two transition periods were the rising light, called “morning” and the fading light, which is called evening. When we combine morning, day, evening, and night, Gen 1:5 calls that a “day”. What was pondered upon of the Lord yesterday evening… flows into our day like a trickle of water from the subterranean chambers of our mind and heart to be employed in the action of living.

From the “rising light”, or morning, comes the revealed power of the infinite, and rising mercy… Lam 3:22-23, “Through the LORD’S mercies we are not consumed, Because His compassions never fail. They are new every morning; Great is His faithfulness.” The evening brings flashes of insight and the process of gaining clarification of what was and is truly important, as seen in the idea of “in the evening we consider the events of the day”, meaning we roll them around like a baker kneads dough. Matthew 26:20, “When evening had come, He sat down with the twelve.” Evening was a time to, rest and recover, but also a specific time for interpreting, simplifying, refection, and resolving. During the meal Jesus gave the disciples clarification… and there is a real thing called “The Art of Clarification”, which is, for example, when someone makes a statement, and then, if we didn’t quite grasp what they meant, we ask for further insight by way of facts, restating their words a different way, or asking for more context, so we understand, or we expand on our verbal presentation so as to give a clearer picture of meaning and intent. This is what the Lord has hidden in His creation of a thing called “the evening”.

Go with me, and let yourself dream as you imagine the following:

In the evening, a summer evening after a rain shower, the color of the sky is a  brilliant image in the occasional puddles of water at the curb. The sky has darkened to a deep blue and the few clouds are profound rose and radiant flame. The sun is the exclusive bright light behind the edge of the horizon and the moon is only a faint image…. way up high in the evening, the world we see is half-lit and is becoming still with only the distant dog worried by a faraway alarm somewhere. A neighbor is in her kitchen washing a glass, illuminated by the light over the sink, a little breeze kicks up as the thermal currents change the air in preparation for night. There is time, a little time left between the last light and the bridge to night, night being a twist away from the light before morning.

In the evening, a summer evening, color gets lost and the world where we are, submerges in greyscale, in the evening God’s wisdom lurks in our minds as we ponder the day, reviewing our thoughts, the words of others, and tomorrow’s possibilities. Selah.

 In the morning, light breaks through the darkness… we plan for the day, and in the evening we all have the inclination to reflect on the day’s events, taking time to review the impact of where our feet have carried us, hopefully, looking to gather ideas about the next day. Within both the words for morning and evening, the Lord built into them a call for man to return, a subtle but persistent call for fallen mankind to come home. Though the morning is busy converting the past into the future, in the evening, the drawing to a close the curtain of the day, the Lord has hidden poetry to soothe weary minds and hearts….it’s a specific time frame of living poetry where we gather our wits and look to rest…. a time to share and revelate. Amazingly, but not surprisingly, there is also consolation designed into the evening, experiencing God’s support toward those who breathe strongly for sorrow, reconnecting to the faithful and righteous One.

The morning is pregnant with life, with new beginnings, and motivation for a renewed search for the “fallen sparks”, so to speak. Nevertheless, in all those tidbits, what is it that’s hidden in the idea of evening, veiled as a mystery to be discovered? As the morning is pregnant with beginnings, the evening is pregnant with endings…. pregnant with hindsight and insight,  pregnant with re-examination and retrospection. i believe God built into the heart of man the need to discuss and consider his ways in the evening, remembering recent things in comparison to events and conceptions of long ago.

With the evening, comes the power of change. When we review the day, we have before us the opportunity to hear the wisdom of the Lord and make course changes for tomorrow. It might be something as simple as going to work a different way,  or maybe as serious as changing a personal habit toward a  more  Christ-centered end,  becoming like the refracted light of His presence forming the color palate of the Heavens.

The Lord has built into the evening, eyes to see, for we can see in our time of repose at the end of the day, often with the greatest clarity, the events of the day. As to remembering things well, evening is best …. as time goes by, the sun comes up and goes down many times in a row… after many days we attempt to remember a specific event, but time has a way of eroding memory, and many times…. our present life seems to shade or color the memory of the past. But in the evening, in the hours following when those events happened is the best time to consider carefully what our hands have found to do during the day. i strongly suspect one secret to be revealed is that the evening was designed for man to re-find his fading sense of purpose and direction.

The poem of the evening is the subtle call of the Lord for men to consider their ways,  to review their works and come to Him in simple faith, so those who return can become heirs with Christ in the Kingdom of God. Evening’s prose speaks of an end of the day, like morning’s melody sings of the day’s beginning. When the drapes are pulled shut in anticipation of the evening hours, God built into man’s heart the need to reconvene at home, in his sanctuary to review and discuss, reflecting to understand for right perception, like someone searching for water and essential good.

The highest form of charity is when the giver is completely concealed from the receiver, possibly in order not to embarrass the person, as is said, “the concealed gift subdues anger.” The evening was a present to men, a secret gift … a mysterious gift. There is wisdom built into the evening for those who will chase after it, but it’s hidden, as part of the Lord is hidden… Deus Abscontitus God concealed. Wisdom promises godliness to those who hear and hide it away in their hearts.

Hidden wisdom is better than gold. Proverbs 2:1-5.

The evening has a drawing effect … it draws all of us toward the very essence of God Himself, who has concealed a mystery at the close of the day. Mankind naturally tends to want to go home as the day comes to an end, to go home and conclude and ponder. i believe little do people know, but the evening inspires all people to end their work in preparation of beginning again tomorrow.

In Judges 20:26 it says, “Then all the children of Israel, that is, all the people, went up and came to the house of God and wept. They sat there before the LORD and fasted that day until evening;…” Where the Lord uses the word “evening” where it ends in a Hebrew letter, hei, which colors the preceding word … “evening”. In this case, that letter colors the idea of what to do in the “evening”, meaning it was a time to think, to discuss, to exercise choice, and plan their action.

Let us use our evenings well. We get one per day. Use it wisely. Evening is a gift from God for our rest, consolation, and consideration of where we are and what we’re doing. Evening is divine rhyme and verse from our beloved to us … let us catch His God-poetry and join Him in it, taking up anew “the cause of all causes.”

Every place has its own cadence. Every new home, every neighborhood, and every town all have their own tempo and beat. We may have to be there for a time to recognize it… a week, a month, a year….but their evening accent and flow are there … take note of the rhythm of people around you and how they are investing their time in the hours before dark.

When evening comes, the eyes of men are, typically, reflecting on the events of today and puzzling over what will come tomorrow. Matthew 16:2-3, “He answered and said to them, “When it is evening you say, ‘It will be fair weather, for the sky is

red’; and in the morning, ‘It will be foul weather today, for the sky is red and threatening.’ Hypocrites! You know how to discern the face of the sky, but you cannot discern the signs of the times.” They were using the evening to benefit tomorrow’s agenda, but they weren’t using it to consider their position between themselves and the Lord, which was a much more important consideration.

Evening is a specific period of time to meditate on our affairs and our place in the works of the Lord, as in Matthew 14:23, “And when He had sent the multitudes away, He went up on the mountain by Himself to pray. Now when evening came, He was alone there.” God gave man evening for rest, Zephaniah 2:7, “… In the houses of Ashkelon, they shall lie down at evening. For the LORD their God will intervene for them, And return their captives.”

What do you do with your evenings? How do you use this specific time period?

Not just “A day” as in this time resembling another time, but “THE evening” which particularizes or specializes a precise time frame. It is a  specific designation of the Lord.  How do you spend your evenings? … consider carefully and spend them wisely.

As this evening comes to a close, consider your position before the Lord. Take care and pay attention to the small things, and make an effort to learn the art of small talk. You know, as Eugene Peterson said, “If we don’t learn how to make small talk, we’ll never see the green shoots of grace growing in people’s backyards.”  Drive carefully, pray for your neighbor, and be at peace. Amen.

Good Leadership

i think servants make great leaders! If we are sitting at home studying our scripture, not moving out to where we can give away what we’ve got, what good is the work God does in our heart? What good are our doctrines of faith if we aren’t exercising those doctrines we’ve secured from scripture beyond the church, our safe place to operate? Jesus made Himself of no reputation, He was and is the ultimate servant-leader.

Robert Greenleaf wrote, “The servant-leader is servant first… Becoming a servant-leader begins with the choice to serve and to serve first. Then conscious choice brings us to aspire to lead. The servant-leader is sharply different from the one who is the leader first… The difference becomes apparent in the care taken by the servant first to make sure that other people’s highest priority needs are being served. The best test, and the most difficult to administer, is this: Do those served grow as persons? Do they, while being served, become healthier, wiser, freer, more independent and self-sufficient, more likely themselves to become servants?”

It seems so many either want to stand at the top of the leadership pyramid or want nothing to do with leadership. So many want to be the leader but rarely does anyone want to be the servant…. and i don’t mean “servant” in the sense of being a slave, bowing and scraping, bound and miserable in a dark hole somewhere, carrying a load which causes him to faint, but a servant, as in one who makes provision for others… like ministers, ambassadors, and in the military, a lieutenant.

i believe more servants should come forward as leaders, and that we should be more inclined to prefer servant-leaders… that is probably not a very popular view, especially when so many in the church believe they should be the leader, but have never really given themselves to understanding the concept of being a servant. Since society seems so corrupt, many believe the best thing is to disappear into some secluded place looking to avoid being in the center of things, avoiding leadership altogether. Often, we want to just dispose of any old societies which don’t seem to work and plant seeds for new ones. But, it doesn’t appear much thought has been given to the problem of where the new seed will come from or who the gardener will be to tend it all.

i believe it a trying business for the everyday servant to become a leader, frighteningly vulnerable for the leader to be a servant first, and quite challenging to others that a follower insists on being led by a servant. Hear that and hear again – “frighteningly vulnerable for the leader to be a servant first, and quite challenging to others that a follower insists on being led by a servant.”

How does anyone in leadership understand the needs of the people if that person has never personally known the needs of the people? There is a legitimate need for righteous leadership, and i don’t mean people who simply exercise power and tell people what to do. God has a better idea. i believe, for many, their use of power is to get power, but a true, God-inspired leader uses power to serve the followers, and serves with clear and honest intent.

1 Corinthians 14:7-8, “Even things without life, whether flute or harp, when they make a sound, unless they make a distinction in the sounds, how will it be known what is piped or played? For if the trumpet makes an uncertain sound, who will prepare himself for battle?”

There are some in the Church who say we don’t really need leaders…but just because i’ve been hurt by poor leadership doesn’t negate the need for leadership. Even animals have leaders, and in scripture, the only ones without leadership, were locusts, and they were a curse. The few i have met who say we don’t need leaders, i’ve dubbed, “The NLL’s”, for “non-leader leaders”. They want people to gather but yet they themselves avoid the leadership role although they subtly direct without actually directing…it’s not that they aren’t qualified because they are. There is just something in them which prevents their devotion to consistently showing up and having something prepared, something which prevents them from a consistent and repeatable responsibility to build up people who are healthy, wise, freer, more independent of the world, and more dependent on God… the kind who are inspired to go out, motivating and encouraging others to be servant-leaders also.

i do also ask myself the question though, what’s worse, no leadership or poor leadership? One is an off-key, blaring instrument, and the other is just wind in the tree tops.

In Acts 9, a guy named Barnabas had the nerve to endorse Saul, who was renamed Paul, and from that time on Paul was accepted among the church. In Acts 11, Barnabas, who was servant to the church in Jerusalem, was sent out to, i suppose, validate the happenings in Antioch, which was an 18-day walk from Jerusalem. Barnabas, a servant-leader, found the news to be true of the conversion of many to the gospel of Christ. Acts 11:23-24, “When he came and had seen the grace of God, he was glad, and encouraged them all that with purpose of heart they should continue with the Lord. For he was a good man, full of the Holy Spirit and of faith. And a great many people were added to the Lord.” Barnabas promoted health, wisdom, freedom, independence from the world and dependence on God. He was a “good man”, and not in the sense of just doing good things, but “a good man” because of the character of God which was living and active in his heart. He was full of the Holy Spirit and faith, qualities servant-leaders must possess.

We, as followers and servant-leaders need to respect and be loyal only to authority deserving of our allegiance… devotion, and voluntary true-heartedness, are purposely given to followers by leaders in response to the clearly evident servant stature of the leader. Did you get that? Hear it again – “devotion, and voluntary true-heartedness, are purposely given to followers by leaders in response to the clearly evident servant stature of the leader.”

To whom and what, exactly, are most of us pledging our allegiance? Consider carefully and honestly please. That concept is important and precedent-setting in how we, as the church, gel together and act as a coherent group, and these are the days when we really, really, actually, actually need to get this and know to whom or what we pledge our allegiances.

i believe the church needs individuals who are servant-leaders, not because they are smart and have many degrees, not because they are charismatic and can bring in lots of people with lots of money, not because they preach good sermons, make great music, sing great worship songs, or because they have a sense of personal power, but because they are proven and trusted as servants.

In Mark 10, James and John, the sons of Zebedee came to Jesus and basically said, “We want you to do whatever we ask.”… Jesus took a servant’s position and asked them what they wanted Him to do for them rather than be incensed that they would have the nerve to make such a demand. I consider it to be greatly presumptuous of James and John to do such a thing, b-u-t then, i believe Jesus taught them to be audacious in their prayers, and He did say, “… whatever you ask in My name, that I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son,” in John 14:13… Anyway… then Jesus, being the servant-leader that He was, responded saying, “You guys have no idea what you’re asking.” In verses 43 and 44 He goes on to give them wisdom and some prophecy, saying,” … whosoever will be great among you, shall be your minister, and whosoever of you will be the leader of leaders, shall be servant of all.”

Jesus was telling them that they shouldn’t be making their way to the top of the mountain to become the greatest among men, but they should be making their way to the bottom of the mountain to be servant-leaders, supporting and encouraging others… leading from the bottom up, not the top down. Those who lead from the top down stand in sharp contrast to the servant-leader who leads from the bottom up.

Mark 10:45, “For even the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give His life a ransom for many.”

Many today claim to “further the gospel”… and yet all they seem to do is make a reputation for themselves. Could it be that their idea of “further the gospel” is different from God’s idea of “further the gospel”? What does “further the gospel” look like to you?

It seems, at the core of all the controversy in the world around us, many people seem to only want attention, fame, fortune, and influence. And yes, incredible as it sounds, there are people who see themselves as “influencers”. Many people feel small, minimized, and unimportant, so to have a moment of fame, attention, and recognition is very attractive… but to me, this is not the mind of a true servant. i believe, and this is just what i think, a servant holds in low regard that someone would know their name, a servant does not desire to have others bow down before them … a righteous servant finds joy in service alone. I never said it was easy, but it can be done thru the transforming power of the blood of Jesus. Oh yes it can!

Many years ago, much to my disappointment, the Lord, very plainly, told me to lose my name, to stop putting my name on works, writings, or music… just stop telling everyone who you are, and stop hoping for recognition and validation from other people. He said to tell them who He was, what He was doing, and where He was going, and if i would do that, i would see huge results from the work of my hands.

In Matthew 8 a leper came to Jesus and said that if the Lord was willing, he (the leper) was confident Jesus could make him clean. Jesus, basically said, “Yep! i am willing,” and immediately the leper was made whole. Then Jesus did something so contrary to what others may advise… in verse 4 He told the man, “See that you tell no one; but go your way, show yourself to the priest, and offer the gift that Moses commanded, as a testimony to them.”

In John 7, the brothers of Jesus figured if they were Jesus, they’d be out declaring themselves, making a name for themselves, getting money and glory for all they were worth, so they encouraged Jesus to do the same thing, saying, “no one does anything in secret while he himself seeks to be known openly. If You do these things, show Yourself to the world.” Sort of like saying, “You should get some publicity for yourself… don’t you want people to know who you are and be famous?”

From this, i gather, by the example of the Lord, the servant-leader doesn’t chase after fame or fortune. To me, it is enough that the King of the Universe knows my name and counts me as His own. For me, that was not easy to come to, but, to a degree, it is enough that He’s spoken to me. Of course i still struggle because all of the social constructs of today are geared towards getting fame and fortune, and i can’t help but live in the world which i live in. But slowly, i’m losing the need to be recognized. Most times it’s joyful, but occasionally, only occasionally anymore, i feel chaffed to blood a little. It doesn’t mean that we, the servant-leaders, don’t occasionally sit at home alone and bemoan our sad selves because we feel as though no one is listening and no one cares… the fact is… if God has asked you to give of yourself, as He assuredly has, then our approval and endorsement comes from the Lord, not men, and it is sufficient. Not an easy lesson to learn friends, but it can be done.

Let’s get our precedence in the right order as servant-leaders. If people come to your meeting, it’s not because you’ve got something amazing that has been generated of yourself, but because the Lord drew them there. You didn’t go get them, God brought them. Like Tommy Tenny said, “If the Kingdom of God came because we have great buildings, excellent teaching, first-class preaching, rocking-good music, or amazing song choruses…we would have long ago entered into Heaven’s gates.”

If the Lord has given you something to do, do it because He asked you to, not because anyone will recognize or validate you.

Do the numbers. i recently got these statistics from an advertising media expert, so let’s look at the statistics from Face Book… for example… less than 1% of the people we, quote-unquote, “friend” will actually look at what has been published there…. and less than 1% of that 1% will even respond…so IF we’re waiting on someone to give us kudos, unless God brings those kudos around, it’s highly unlikely anyone will endorse us….we must learn that our personal relationship with Christ is truly sufficient to supply all our needs according to His riches in Glory, and that includes emotional and mental needs too. IF we are waiting for the endorsement of men for us to be “OK”, if we are waiting for the approval and affirmation of some “higher authority” to be “OK”, to do what God has already asked us to do, odds are good that we’ll NEVER be “OK”. What more do we need than God’s endorsement? … if He asked us to do something, we HAVE His endorsement. Why do we need another man to endorse us in order to be validated anyway? Think about it. Church, let us be brutally honest with ourselves and get to the root of that.  Stop telling everyone your title or gifting, go and DO it. Stop telling us all God has called you and you are a prophet, or pastor, or teacher and go out into the world and DO it; leave your safe place…and go out to BE and DO what the Lord has asked of you … let go of your name and title and BE the servant-leader the Lord has called you to be. You can do this!

Personally, i’ll testify that i have indeed cried to the Lord, and i do mean with tears, crying that no one was hearing what He gave me… many times it seemed no one cared if they ever heard my name again… that for all the talents He had given me, the whole lot seemed to go nowhere and do nothing. i have cried a river of tears over my sad, victimized self… oh, poor me, huh? … sitting with my feet in the window, weeping, wishing God would do something other than what He was doing.

And why was i weeping? Because somewhere within me was a need to be known and recognized, a need for people i admired, to admire me too. Shortly, i came to a crossroads though, one where i realized that my name never set anyone free, my name never healed anyone, had never parted an ocean, or caused the weather to obey… nor had my name ever liberated anyone from sin. There at the crossroads of reality, i made a choice to be a servant, to lose my name, and promote the welfare, health, and well being of others, and above all, to live out God’s values and standards above my own, promoting, exclusively, Jesus as the Name above all names. If, indeed, there is only one name under Heaven (Acts 4:12), then who am i to tag my name in there in hopes of getting a little credit? Yes, it is a serious struggle, and even, to this day, from time to time, sometimes, i still experience those feelings a little, though only occasionally and with greatly reduced intensity. But what is real here?

My feelings, or the word of God? If we are to be servant-leaders we should not n-e-e-d people to make us feel like a King or Queen, but to make ourselves of no reputation, giving our lives as a ransom for those we serve. (Philippians 2:7)

Now….right there is an interesting word … “ransom”. i have read that the word “ransom” precisely translates from its origin as “To loose from bonds” – which transliterates into English as “to liberate many from misery” and  “giving a gift to secure favor”, and isn’t that what the servant-leader does? Servant-leaders are meant to pick up the work given to them and accomplish their task, without complaint, without fear, and without anger. Seems an impossible task you say? But it can be done. By the blood and resurrection of Jesus we have the power and authority to BE the people of God, rightly representing our King to a dying world.

Jesus is our example: Matthew 12:18-21, “Look at my Servant, whom I have chosen. He is my Beloved, who pleases me. I will put my Spirit upon him, and he will proclaim justice to the nations.  He will not fight or shout or raise his voice in public. He will not crush the weakest reed or put out a flickering candle. Finally, he will cause justice to be victorious. And His name will be the hope of all the world.”

In the Old Testament, the prophets spoke of Jesus as a servant. Zechariah 3:8, ‘”Hear, 0 Joshua, the high priest, You and your companions who sit before you, For they are a wondrous sign; For behold, I am bringing forth My Servant the BRANCH.”

Please, bear in mind, again, i’m not talking about a servant as in someone who is some servile, spineless, groveling person, doing all that bowing and scraping stuff. Being a servant doesn’t mean you cannot also have a position of authority, name, or even fame… The true Kings and Judges of God in the Old Testament were also called Servants. However, servants do not and shall not (present and future, a statement and a promise) follow after selfish gain, servant-leaders instead follow after peace, compassion, love, long-suffering, self-control, and courage (to name a few) … these are not only attributes every servant-leader follows after, but also the character properties we give to those who follow. God bestowed the title of “servant” on those who were Godly people, ambassadors of the Lord, called and sent to accomplish some service….it was a title that was meant as honorable, endearing, and as an intimate friend. Our faith in Christ as servant-leaders is not a system or a structure gleaned from a book on “How To Be A Servant-Leader in 10 Easy Steps”, no. It’s a relationship of rising fountains of the Lord’s continuous good intent flowing in us who believe.

Every one of God’s chosen were called his servants…if we look at each one’s character, they were all servant-leaders. Genesis 26:24, “I will bless you and multiply your descendants for My servant Abraham’s sake.” Jeremiah 46:27 “But do not fear, 0 My servant Jacob; In Joshua 1:2 God called his man, “…Moses my servant”; 1 Kings l1:38  says,  “….as  David  My servant did…”;        Isaiah 49:3, “And He said to me, ‘You are My servant,0         Israel…”; even Jesus is referred to as  “servant”  in  Isaiah  42:1 and Matthew 12:18, “Behold! My Servant whom I have chosen, My Beloved in whom My soul is well pleased! I will put My Spirit upon Him, And He will declare justice to the Gentiles.” They were all servants in the sense of “those as meant to serve.”

Job, God’s servant, never cursed God. Joseph, the servant always kept his eye on the prize and never let his circumstances dictate his mood. The disciples sang praises in jail. There is not time to write about every servant of God who faced hardship before accomplishing the task at hand, but all were servant-leaders, as servants who served those within their sphere of influence.

Philippians 2:4-8, “Let each of you look out not only for his own interests but also for the interests of others. Let this mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus, who, being in the form of God, did not consider it robbery to be equal with God, but made Himself of no reputation, taking the form of a servant, and coming in the likeness of men. And being found in appearance as a man, He humbled Himself and became obedient to the point of death, even the death of the cross.”

1 John 3:16, “By this we know love, because He laid down His life for us. And we also ought to lay down our lives for the brethren.”

An attribute of a servant-leader is that they automatically respond by listening first… they know that true listening builds strength in other people and is essential in resolving conflict.

Another true mark is if a conflict arises and needs to be resolved, the servant­ leader understands that the process of change starts inside themselves, not out there in everyone else. We start with a “fearless moral inventory” of ourselves, not our neighbor. Our problem with other people is not other people but with ourselves… it is not a problem of trouble, but how i react to trouble.

Do you have a heart to serve? Read your Bible. If we want to know Jesus, the servant-leader of all servant-leaders, we can start by studying Him in scripture. “Et vobis amicis meis? ubi es?” And you my friends? Where are you?

Let us become not just leaders, serving from the top down, but servant-leaders, serving from the bottom up, encouraging others to become healthier, wiser, freer, more independent and self-sufficient, and more likely to become servants. We may likely have to learn to lead from the back, you know. Stand up church, it’s time to get to your feet.

Why Why Why

Let’s step off the dock here and jump right in: What will it take for you to be OK with yourself? We say, “If they’d just…”, “If i could only….”, “If everyone would…”. Shoulda’, woulda’, might’ve….and there’s that slippery little “if”, “if” this “then” that…. “if” is the foundation of imaginary things…. “if’s” are the bricks which build air castles.

A young woman with smoky venom in her eyes, said to me a while back, “I hate that woman! I mean i really really do!” All while staring (maybe glaring) at another woman across the room.  It was just the two of us, she and i for a moment in a room full of people. We had a little history from a few conversations in the past, so i felt comfortable asking, “Why?” Her reply was that the other woman was a purposeful and conscious bad influence on the young men, like dresses too short, leaning over to reveal her chest at the right time then looking up to see who was looking, always in a pose of some sort ….you know the drill. i checked to see if we were both speaking of the same person, and yep, she was still staring at the woman across the room with the same smoky venom in her eyes. i asked her “Why do you think she does that?” Suddenly, she turned and glared at me, saying, “Why do you think?!” and then she added, “You ask too many questions!” and huffed away taking her storm with her. i thought to myself the idea of “why” was a great place to begin a discussion. i thought “why” was a wonderful word which God had given to us to use and explore with. Hmmm…. guess that’s not so for some, huh? It seems to be a very uncomfortable word for some when referring to themselves and their behavior. Tonight, we’re talking about “Whywhy why why”. We are uncomfortable with the word as it applies to ourselves, Why is that? Oops! Asked another question there. A few folks have called me the interrogator or the “question asker” when they think i don’t hear. When i was a kid i almost failed the 7th grade because i was tired of asking questions and being made fun of. My mother, who was also a teacher, when she saw my grades and found out why (oops, there’s that word again), why they were so poor, she told me, to be brave and ask as many questions as necessary to understand. She told me to ignore people who laughed at me and ask until i was satisfied with the answer. Don’t let public opinion make you stupid.

Here at Outposts, we’re a group of individuals called to be in a close relationship with God Almighty, living His Life out loud in wisdom, conduct, and character, in evidence of the presence of Jesus Christ in a world of declining values.

Why do i take the time each week to write, produce and publish? Because i am passionate and compassionate about Jesus and people; i have a heart to inspire the world around me to live restored, reconciled, and redeemed lives which will bring honor and glory to the name of Jesus. As to where i’m connected, we are a conversational fellowship living to fulfill God’s Word, not forsaking fellowship, encouraging one another in prayer, bringing home the lost, and building disciples. Our path is Jesus Christ Himself, the Singing Light, the Brilliant Sky Who rains upon us, the Radiant Gift who lives in us in Splendor; He is the Living Poem who lifts the corners of our mouth, and the Light who poured Himself in a cup to refresh thirsty hearts. Taste and see the Lord is Good! Take an “O” out of good and you get God, but He is more than good, He is God and there’s never a time He isn’t!

Some would say “Why” is a word sometimes used too often, as in “You ask too many questions”, but it’s also a word people avoid when it is in reference to themselves. Why, meaning “for what purpose, reason, or cause; with what intention, justification, or motive?” Asking “why” is intrinsic to being honest, in fact, the Hebrew word for knowledge has six adverbs which are derived from it, who, what, where, when, how, and why. So, i figure, if we want to have knowledge as God sees it, we’ve got to be brave and venture off into the word “why” and all which comes with it.

In referring to ourselves, the word seems to get right down there under the surface of where we live. Do i avoid the inquisition of “why” because i am uncomfortable to see my real motivations, or is it more that i don’t want to be responsible and accountable if i did realize my real intentions? Maybe i’m not sure of my real motivations and i fear someone will find me out.

According to Simon Sinek, there is a golden circle made of an outer circle and two inner circles. Each is labeled, starting from the outside in, “What, How, and Why”. Mr. Sinek says almost everyone knows what they do, only some know how they do it, but very very few actually know why. Why is the fuzzy center which many never quite get to…they figure if they know what and how, then why isn’t all that necessary. Really? God thinks why is every bit as important, maybe even more important, than what and how.

i have come to a question within myself that i find quite ponderous, and that is – WHY is it that asking the question “why”, when it comes to our intentions and motivations, why is it so difficult to face for so many? What is it about ourselves that we fear so much that we hide our heart away, then we cover up our hiding, and then we cover up our covering up and maybe even manipulate the facts of ourselves, all in an effort to avoid the discussion of “why”?  How is it that asking “why” is, often, seemingly a much easier conversation with unbelievers and even criminals than it is within the walls of a church? Honesty is such a difficult commodity to possess it seems. Sometimes, it appears the inquiry into behavior and motivations is far more honest with the world and far more dishonest with believers. i believe that ought not to be so.

What is this very disturbing word, “Why”?

It is a word used as an interrogative pronoun, or, so to say, a word used to set the stage of interrogation, like the words “which, when, what, how, and where”…. we use them in an interrogative styled question, as an example, to glean information, like “What is this place?” or “Where are you going?” Do you get my meaning? In fact, “why” is one of the six adverb derivatives of the Hebrew word for “knowledge”, meaning, to actually possess knowledge as God gives it, but not only as the gift of knowledge He gives, but He also empowers us to be inquisitive to use the words “who, what, where, when, how, and why” in order to glean information for righteous decisions.

Why is used, approximately 600 times throughout scripture. From Matt 1:1 to John 21:25, the word is used 72 times, and 102 times by the end of the N.T. The four gospels have 3779 verses, and in those 3779 verses, there are 630 questions. That means that a little more than 16% of those 3779 verses are questions.

Why” is a keyword to getting understanding, as the writer of Proverbs suggests in Proverbs 2:2 “turning your ear to wisdom and applying your heart to understanding…” i believe we are clueless as to just how clueless we really are, which is probably the reason the Lord calls to us to get wisdom. i figure God’s not calling to us to get understanding and knowledge just to hear Himself talk. Truly, i just don’t think we can get understanding without asking “why”….almost like saying, if you’re not willing to ask “why” then you must not be willing for understanding, OR maybe only willing for enough understanding to make your agenda to work, but not quite enough to actually be accountable and responsible. God wants me to be better than i am, and in order to get there i must ask “why” and answer “why”. And that can feel pretty intimidating, especially when i don’t want to hear the answer.

Take note of God’s teaching methods. Throughout the Bible there is the obviousness of sentences that ask a question, they reflect the clarity of God’s methods of teaching. The idea of asking a question was used so that people would think for themselves, and we can trace this pattern to the way Jesus asked questions. By using the word “why”, the Lord was saying, search your heart; He was saying I want you to see your motives and understand your intents. It was a word He used to prompt us to think, to ask Him for wisdom and understanding.

As we’ve said before, Jesus didn’t ask questions because He was ignorant as if needing an answer, He was bringing issues to light, it was meant to prompt people to “think about it”.  Jesus asked “why” and used interrogative or inter-rotating-type words to lead us to an understanding of our circumstances, to cause people to draw their own conclusions from His parables, or to inspire someone to consider what they were doing … as seen in John 1:38 when Jesus turned and asked, “Why are you following me? What do you want?”

Do we really think He was asking that because He was scared or lost, or was He asking in order to inspire the two disciples to cross-examine themselves so that they would understand more clearly their own motivations? John 10:32, He asking them “Why are you going to stone me?”, do you think He asked that because He was confused and didn’t understand? Not hardly.

Jesus fully understood and knew the people who wanted Him stoned and dead totally didn’t understand the why’s and wherefore’s of their intents and motives. The “stoners” had clarity about what they wanted to do, and they understood the “how” of it all, but they were completely fuzzy as to “why”, and in this case, “WHY” was the all-encompassing, important question.

Is our problem with the word “why” a fear of scrutiny, at our own hand or worse, others? For some leaders, maybe they are weary of constantly being questioned about their motives and intentions, over and over, to the point where they are simply not willing to engage in a discussion of “why” anymore. In game theory there is always the payoff to consider, so…What is their payoff by not engaging with others about “why” they do what they do? The church, most especially leadership, seems to avoid the word “why” as it relates to themselves, as if the word itself were the plague. What is it that we’re afraid of?

Why do you get up in the morning? That may not seem like a nice question, but i do think it’s worth coming to a conclusion about. Why do many people post on Facebook what they ate or where they’re going when no one has inquired as far as we can see? Maybe people feel generally unseen, unheard, and unknown, and no one seems to even be asking after them as to their well-being. i know some folks who, when i asked them that question, said they just felt they needed to keep others posted and updated. i thought to myself, “Who are “others” and why do we assume anyone is interested if we’ve been outside watering the lawn or not?” Do we assume someone would like to know, or maybe we imagine people are interested even though no one has asked us a question? It’s possible a pretty honest answer would be that… i would certainly want to know about me, and i like to imagine others are interested too. Maybe the truth is, we as a nation generally feel abandoned, rejected, isolated, and alone, and we really wish someone would inquire, and if no one has, we imagine what we would say if they had.

We often move from the clearest thing to the fuzziest thing, often getting lost in the clearest and never quite making it to defining why, the fuzzy part.

Why” as in what’s your purpose, what is your motivation? How far apart is our presentation face, our work face, and our real face, and why is there seemingly an unbridgable gulf for many between whom we present ourselves to be and who we really are?

A few years ago i went downtown and took a survey, asking a question that referred to the chasm between our presentation face and our real face. The question was, “If your character met your conscience on the street would they know each other?” Most all the answers in reply to my question were answers to questions i was not asking. Even more amazing, no one replied “Yes, my conscience and character get along quite well”. One fellow said that his character would throw rocks at his conscience, and a young woman said her conscience would refuse to walk on the same side of the street as her character. i realized most everyone knew what they did in life, some knew how they lived their life, but almost none, almost none knew why. It seemed people were somehow a little afraid of knowing why and didn’t even want to talk about it.

What were the things Jesus asked others to consider more deeply by asking them “why”?

In Matthew 6:28 “So why do you worry about clothing?” God considered it important for us to know why we are so worried about our stuff. We, in this nation, are obsessively concerned about our stuff, all our stuff. Jesus asks in Matthew 7:3, “And why do you look at the speck in your brother’s eye, but do not consider the plank in your own eye?” Was He asking this because He was mystified by our behavior, or was His intent more that we would consider our intentions concerning our judgments which are aimed at other people? It appears we have a lot to say about what others do or don’t do, but how rarely do we challenge ourselves about our own motivations? Honesty is a key issue with God, but when is honesty just unnecessary bluntness? How about Matthew 8:26 “Why are you fearful, O you of little faith?” That wasn’t just a question to believers. The grammar there is more universal, as applicable to the “every man” everywhere. How about Matthew 14:31 “…why did you doubt?” In that use of the word “why”, Jesus was asking more accurately, “for what”, or “for what reason did you veer off your faith and re-decide to question God’s intent toward you?” Jesus wasn’t asking Peter because He didn’t know, it was to inspire Peter to look more closely at his own heart and motivations. The Lord’s heart is for us to be transformed, not just change but transformation, and… He wants it to be our idea that we need to stop being like we are and become like He is, because we desire it, not because He mandated. Yes, people can change their behavior without being transformed in their heart. We can mandate addicts stop their addictive, relationship-destroying behavior, but really, the need to stop their addiction needs to come from them because they choose it, not because we require it. We can NOT condemn anyone into being more moral or to possess higher ethics. They may present a face that says they are complying, but their heart is the same.

Jesus is asking us to think about why we have a hard time trusting God, and He’s never “trying to get it across to us”, as if He might fail in His efforts and promises, as if He EVER failed in anything. Why do we have such a hard time letting God be good to us? He was calling us to reimagine what a nation that does not trust God would look like. Why don’t we trust Him? Rom3:4, “God is true and every man a liar.” We are all betrayers by nature, God is the ultimate truth teller, the very personification of truth, but yet we often listen more to the liars than God. Why?

In Matthew 20:6 Jesus asked them, ‘Why have you been standing here idle all day?” What do you think that was about? Matt26:50, when they came to take Jesus away to be crucified, He asked them, “Friend, why have you come?” Then they came and laid hands on Jesus and took Him.” Was He feeling like a victim and was playing His victim card, or did He want them to consider their motives and intents, being honest about why they were doing what they were doing? Forgive them Father for they don’t know what they’re doing, and maybe He could have added, “…and they don’t even want to consider what their motivations are.”

Let’s get to the bottom of our reasons and be brutally honest. i believe, simply, that we fear and have a hard time trusting God; simple unbelief. We fear someone will know what’s truly at the foundation of where we really live. What will it take for us to face the long dark of our unbelief and resolve the conflict? Are we willing to investigate, or should we just procrastinate and ride the wave of “mindless good times”, meandering along in a fog? What will we do, O what will we do? If we don’t like what we reap, then let me suggest we change what we sow. Think about it.

This has been another late evening conversation just full of difficult questions….for most, the answers are very uncomfortable in the short run, but totally profitable in the long run. How far are we willing to travel to resolve our issues, or are we satisfied to sit, muddled and clueless as to the magnitude of our cluelessness? Are we a nation that only has eyes to see the short-term profit of things? The answers to these questions bring us strength to pivot and give momentum to our lives for the tipping point toward our destination.

Tonight, i’m bidding us all to take the challenge of digging into the why of our what. Every successful leader and company starts with “why”, not what. Please, be honest with yourself about it all. Open your ears, muster your courage, the phone is ringing, God is calling you. It would be good if we would take His call and answer the phone. Amen.