Seasons: Part One

The Law of Seasons Part I             

We the people have the advantage of being in the position of voluntarysubmission to leadership, but when the transparency of leadership isclouded, and policy is made in the back room with a board of “yes” men,not spoken for all the people to hear as an official statement from thepulpit, it causes confusion concerning what we are being asked to submit to. Policy is made from the pulpit, not in the back room in a secret meeting.1 Corinthians 14:8 “For if the trumpet makes an uncertain sound, who will prepare for battle?

Much of present day church leadership, in general, typically has the shape of a pyramid, the people sit at the bottom, then the elders sit above, and there is one person in leadership at the top who virtually directs, and in some cases, mandates vision.

i think maybe the leadership structure should be more like an upside down pyramid, and the eldership, which is supposed to be comprised of longstanding, well broken, lots-of-miles-under-their-belt people, not “yes” people who are rubber stamps and simply do what they’re told. The pastor should never be allowed to resemble the dictator of a regime. Maybe the present day leadership model is more a season of the church learning to do better what God has asked of them … a season. Luke 22:23-27, “Then they began to question among themselves, which of them it was who would do this thing. Now there was also a dispute among them, as to which of them should be considered the greatest. And He said to them, “The kings of the Gentiles exercise lordship over them, and those who exercise authority over them are called ‘benefactors.’ But not so among you; on the contrary, he who is greatest among you, let him be as the younger, and he who governs as he who serves. For who is greater, he who sits at the table, or he who serves? Is it not he who sits at the table? Yet I am among you as the One who serves.”

i have heard somewhere, servants, not paupers or beggars, but true servants make great leaders. Hmmm, i wonder where i got that?

Seasons — an appointed occasion, meaning an event with a reason and a cause. There are seasons of learning leadership and seasons on learning to be a servant. i think the season of being a servant is permanent, and the season of being in leadership shifts as the need arises.

Jesus was transparent about what He was asking the disciples to submit to. It was a “clear sound”, a “sure and specific sound”. It is the time and season for us to make a sure sound.

Each of the following five have a season in itself: Wisdom, character, authority, ministry, and money.

Wisdom is before character, character precedes authority, authority is the forerunner of ministry, and ministry comes before money. Here it is in reverse, a little slower with some explanation, so go with me on this:

Money follows after ministry. Ministry NEVER follows money around. When it was rumored that God was in the house, the house packed out, not because someone built a nice place and hoped God would show up. There are seasons when God allows money to flow into ministry, and other seasons ministry happens with or without money.

If money follows ministry, then ministry follows authority. Ministry craves to be under authority. Godly authority is the horsepower for ministry, and tends to increase what it touches. Ministry is a picture framed by authority, God given, never man-made. Without authority, ministry has no strength. Watchman Nee was a firm believer that there is always more authority than there is ministry.

If money follows ministry, and ministry follows authority, wouldn’t you know, authority follows character. God calls us to personal holiness, character, which is the teeth in authority. In the time of Job the way widows were treated was indicative of moral character. Godly character is the container for authority so we are not overwhelmed for lack of intestinal fortitude, having the ability to stand effectively in authority. Without character we are swallowed up in the ground battles of the work.

Character follows wisdom. Without wisdom, who guides and builds our character, it is just wheel spinning and ignorance. Wisdom accompanied God when eternity was designed and brought into being. Proverbs 3:19 “The Lord by wisdom founded the earth...”; Proverbs 4:7 “Wisdom is the principal thing…”

And at the top of the list is wisdom: Proverbs 8:” The Lord possessed me at the beginning of His way, Before His works of old. I have been established from everlasting, From the beginning, before there was ever an earth. When there were no depths I was brought forth, When there were no fountains abounding with water. Before the mountains were settled, Before the hills, I was brought forth; While as yet He had not made the earth or the fields, Or the primal dust of the world. When He prepared the heavens, I was there,   When He drew a circle on the face of the deep, When He established the clouds above, When He strengthened the fountains of the deep, When He assigned to the sea its limit, So that the waters would not transgress His command, When He marked out the foundations of the earth, Then I was beside Him as a master craftsman; And I was daily His delight,    Rejoicing always before Him, Rejoicing in His inhabited world, And my delight was with the sons of men.”

Everyone has “seasons” where God works in them the work of His Hands, and there is a pattern as sure as summer follows spring, and that pattern is what i’ve started calling, the “Law of Seasons”.

In Ecclesiastes 3:1 God is the One who causes all things to happen in their “seasons” and gives everything a “purpose.” In Ecclesiastes 3 all of lifeis described as “a grand mosaic of times and seasons; there is a time todo everything”. Take note here: There is a difference between time and seasons in that verse, they are two different words, not even spelled similarly.

Although God is timeless, time, as in the measured progression of existence, is one of our boundaries as long as we wear skin and breath air, so God uses time words in order to relate to us. “Season” and “seasons” are time words, not just general time, but an allotted span which contains specific appointments, as in — it is the season to grow a garden, but now is the time to plant and later harvest. A season or occasion for rejoicing, with a specific allotment of time for toasting in that occasion. There is a time for plowing, a season of transition, a time of learning and understanding, a season of storms, and faith is for all seasons and times, for a time and times and half a time.

i’ve found six things, at least, which don’t seem to be affected by seasons. 1. Being a servant at heart,  2. Right judgment, 3. Speaking the word of the Lord, 4, A state of readiness, 5. Doing the right thing, and 6. Living uprightly.

The Hebrew word “yasar” or “yatsar” (Strong’s H3335)  means, among other variations, to squeeze into shape, to mold into a form, to fashion, to devise. The primary meaning of the word is derived from the idea of cutting or framing as used in Psalm74:17, which references framing and shaping seasons. Seasons, in many forms, are directly connected to the development of our character. If we want ministry, it would seem prudent to ask the Lord for greater personal holiness, or character. We want to BE the people, not just LOOK like the people, and it starts with wisdom and character, letting God use His seasons to squeeze us into the necessary shape for our destiny. We’llnever get righteous authority and ministry without righteous wisdom andcharacter as forerunners. It is the season, and there is always a cause and reason for the season.

So here ends part one of the Law of Seasons.

Seasons: Part Two

Isaiah 2:9 uses the word “frame” in reference to the potter who shapes the clay. Just like there is the “Rule of First Mention”, “Law of Opposites”, and the “Law of Reaping & Sowing”, there is the “Law of Seasons”.

A little recap from Part I is that the idea of “framing of the seasons”, means God squeezed into shape & formed the seasons which would squeeze into shape and form the things of the earth that were in each season, including us, the people.

The Lord marked the seasons with the moon in Psalm 104. The weather warms, the daylight hours get longer, things begin to grow, thus we call that season Spring. We use the metaphor, “i feel like i’ve been pulled through a key hole”, implying a season with a reason and a cause of testing that was tough, but the good thing about that is we took the shape of the key hole, along with the tumblers and slots … squeezed into shape & form due to the season we’re in. We often feel we are caught in a pinch point, but maybe it’s really the Lord re-shaping and squeezing the clay into someone more representative of His heart. Every season has two paths, and often, we don’t see the results of the season we’re in until later, in another time.

Everyone has had, are in, or will have “seasons of storms”, it is trying and scary, true, but it should also be remembered that the very nature of a storm is transient. Rest assured there will be seasons of camping in the Valley of the Shadow of Death (don’t let it frighten you, it’s a shadow), as well as seasons of being in the desert (don’t let that one bother you either, it’s just as alive as your house, it’s just a different place). As has been said before, not every blue sky is from Heaven, nor is every storm from hell. There are “blue sky seasons” just like there are “stormy weather seasons”. In the end it all builds us into God’s people, who are coming into the likeness of the Son.

Psalms 74:16-17 speaks of the framing of seasons; Genesis 2:7 refers to God’s fashioning man from the ground, He “squeezed” man into a shape & form in that season of forming; Psalms 95:5 is an expression of the things God made, squeezed into shape, form, and function. Like when God made water, He included design parameters. He decided how it would act under numerous circumstances, how far it would go and where, and how it would look and smell to us, the people. He gave it form and resolution, He framed it, like a potter. Similarly, He framed, squeezed into form & function every other thing on the earth and they all have a design, specific to them, to say again, which defines how they act, how far they go, and what they react and don’t react to. To reiterate, because it’s important, God framed them, in His season of design and implementation, as in “…in the beginning“, Genesis 1:1. “Beginning” is the first word of the Bible, used 57 times and, “denotes the point in time or space at which something started, except when it specifies the point when time and space themselves were started”, taken from The Complete Word Study Dictionary of the Old Testament.             Daniel 7:12, “…yet their lives were prolonged for a season anda time“, or, for occasions with a reason and cause, to be enacted in specific spans as measured with time.

Among many seasons of life, there appears to be a set of four thatare connected — forming a season, seasons themselves, time, and times, and there are five that follow, as mentioned in the previous program, wisdom, Character, Authority, Ministry, and Money, and they have a specific order. All are gifts from God alone, but it requires “a season and “seasons” to bring them to fruition in our hearts.

Godly Character without wisdom is not possible, considering encountering Christ is definitely a character building, all time life changing event. And if Jesus is the very personification of wisdom, then how do we rub shoulders with God and walk away without wisdom?

Another small recap is that authority without Godly character is like grave dirt in your food, and can be degraded by sin and poor choices with the deterioration of ministry soon to follow. Ministry without authority is not empowered to do the work, and assigning ourselves a title does not gain us the authority we wish we had. Authority, real make-a-difference authority is given by God, and contrary to popular belief, we can have no tangible ministry, but still walk in God’s authority.

When the season of learning to wield authority righteously and as holiness does it’s work, even when that season is in process, the Lord will make a way for us to put our hand of authority to ministry. That is, unless we have another idea other than God’s idea, like giving ourselves titles which are not in keeping with our gifting.

Another view of the season of authority and ministry: Authority is to ministry, as a frame is to a picture. Authority frames ministry, but ministry never frames authority.

Authority and influence are like man and wife. A verb needs an object to act on, making the noun the beautiful bride of the verb. For a while, the noun can stand alone but is always more beautiful and complete when the verb describes it, like a frame surrounds and supports a picture. Marriage of a man and a woman are like the marriage of authority and influence. The man is the authority and the woman is the influence. He has a verb in his middle and she has a noun in her middle, the man “cleaves” (a verb, Genesis 2:24)) and the woman “desires” (a noun, Genesis 3:16). Authority frames the beauty of righteous influence. Do you see it? Ministry desires and literally runs after authority, craves authority and loves to be under authority, and is most comfortable when fully yielded and exposed to the right authority. When a man and woman waltz, the man is like a frame, framing the picture, the woman. The woman is like a picture, made beautiful by her frame, the man.

Authority follows character. It seems then, the Season of Character is aconstant, God calls us from cover to cover of the Bible to come up to ahigher standard of righteousness. Like the phrase in Revelation 4:1, the Lord also says to us, “Come up here”, come to a higher place where we can see and hear better. i say, immature character is a poor container for authority.

What part of us is developed when God asks us to practice “personal holiness”? i think character, and a Godly person who has many “seasons” under their belt is said to be “well seasoned”. We can observe the seasons changing by getting up to a high place to see over the tops of the trees. Similarly, from a high place, i can see my life seasons changing me by my dark hair turning gray. As my wisdom and character grow, my body dies a little more, till now my whiskers are white and i’m finally settled enough to enjoy quiet contemplation with my wife in the fall of our lives. Well seasoned indeed.

Without Godly wisdom and character we just look like dull river rock set in tarnished brass. It would appear the Season of Wisdom and Character are always in season, but seasons of ministry and exerting authority seem to come and go, and the season of money definitely seems to fly on the wings of the wind for most of us.

For man, where is the beginning, the place to begin his journey? The fear of God and wisdom is always the beginning place, and all things in God’s creation have a “Season of Beginnings”. There is a “Season of Rest”, and one of Fruitfulness. We have the “Season of First Things”, like Genesis, and a “Season of Last Things”, like Revelation. Of course, there are many other seasons of beginnings and endings for us to ponder, like the phrase, “in good season” as in a timely manner, a man for all seasons, business in the off season, and even seasons or cycles of the heart.           Everyone is invited to partner with God for Him to take us in and out ofHis seasons of our design and destiny, to form us and mold us, squeeze usinto shape and function. What season are you in?

Fair

By What Standard Did We Decide What Is Fair?

By what standard did we decide what is fair? A man yelled at me one day saying, “Christianity is not fair, and neither is God”

Cheating, or depriving ourselves or others of something valuable by the use of deceit or fraud is especially easy to justify when you frame situations and cast yourself, in your own movie, as the victim of some kind of unfairness. And yes, i believe many people really do frame situations and cast themselves as the unfortunate victims of unfairness. Eve’s actions in the Garden accused God of not being fair for she felt God was holding out on her somehow. After casting ourselves as a victim of unfairness, then it becomes a matter of evening the score; we re-think about how put upon we are and tell ourselves, “i’m not cheating, i’m “restoring fairness”. Restoring fairness? That’s like my joke in reference to myself saying, “i don’t have an obsessive personality, i just do everything A LOT.”

We all have heard the common international story of good people gone wrong. We wag our heads and click our tongues and say to ourselves, “How could this have happened to them? They were good people.” It begins with small infractions or transgressions,  all so subtle, like the idea of “wandering away.” We practice to perfect a polished nonchalance, we get good at masking our deep fear of being found out as a fraud, and maybe for some it’s learning to skim small amounts from the register, or how about lies of omission — and the behavior grows by increments. And what was once a lie of omission, mastering the art of leaving out parts of our story, eventually, becomes willful commission, meaning we consciously decide. It went from a one-time occurrence, to becoming a pattern of behavior. Do you see the “pestilence which creeps by darkness” there?  It’s not the one Oreo cookie which makes us fat, it’s the lifestyle of Oreo’s that’s the problem.

No one ever wakes up one day and decides to be a thief, or a fraud artist. We don’t just wake up one day and think to ourselves, “I think I’ll begin my career as a thieving drug addict today.” It is typically a long slow seduction into chaos and darkness; a “pestilence that walks in darkness” (Psalms 91:6), or a “disastrous affliction which comes and grips our heart in calamitous gloom”.

This story of life on a gradual downhill slide makes it difficult to distinguish the process of moving to the dark side; namely, that people subconsciously seek shortcuts more than they realize. Often, we make deliberate decisions to deceive in earnest. As in game theory, with deception and other misbehavior there’s a battle between short and long-term gains, a tension between the more upright choice and the less principled one – how much sin is too much to live with? When are our choices honest and noble enough? How good is good enough, how bad is too bad? At what point do we have such a lack of peace we are willing to cry out to God for help? Yet, psychologists say, perhaps the most powerful urge to be less than honorable stems from a deep sense of unfairness. As people first begin to compete and compare themselves with others, they also begin to learn of others’ hidden advantages. Private tutors. Family money. Alumni connections. A regular golf game with the boss. Against a competitor with such advantages, taking credit for other people’s work is not only easier, it can seem only fair.

A corner cutter often begins to think everyone else is cutting corners only after they have already started cheating, not before. That’s the same as saying some dreaded disease isn’t so dreaded now that everyone else has it too. Or the daughter who says to her mother, “You just don’t want me to have a life! It’s not fair! All my friends are doing it mom!” Hmmm…are they really?

And many times don’t we use similar language and thinking about God like our teenagers do, in order to get our own way? When we don’t get our way, we say with an aiming finger, “It’s not fair! Why would you do this to me Lord?!” or “You are God! If you’re SO good, how could you let this happen to me?! It’s not fair!!” Fair? Fair!? Actually, the Lord is more than fair, He went beyond fair and gave His life for us. You’re right. Christianity is not fair, truthfully, it’s more than fair.

Everyone slips & slides around some in life, but while we’re making our way along the path towards Home, let us opt for the Fruits of the Spirit and not let our eyes get used to the gloom and dark around us. God really is just and righteous and we need to lean not to our own understanding, letting God be God, which is something He is really, really good at.

Maturity

Being an adult comes with responsibilities and character we could never have imagined when we first believed.

Hebrews 12:12-14 “Therefore, strengthen your tired arms and your weak knees, 13 and make straight paths for your feet, so that what is lame may not become worse, but rather be healed”.

Many years ago while living in Charlotte N.C.,  i stood alone in the dark on my back porch, weeping before the Lord asking, “Why, oh why, am i always in the midst of a problem, always seeming to have a hard time, running against the wind, feeling like i’m continually in the middle of some dilemma? Why? My mind and heart are tired!”  As i stood there listening to the wind in the tree tops, quietly sobbing, tears of frustration running off my chin, the Lord gently spoke to me and said, “Most of the time it’s the only time you come to me palms up.”

i wasn’t in sin. i wasn’t aware of any gross error or unbelief.  i even repented of things i’d never thought of in case there was something i missed.  But yet, things remained the same. You know, when you’re in the middle of a miracle, most of the time it doesn’t look like much of a miracle. God was changing my heart but it sure didn’t feel like it.  Looking back i realize i was practicing “self-cannibalization”, blaming myself for everything bad or wrong, calling myself names in the mirror, regret and remorse had come to visit, but now they don’t want to leave. A “root of bitterness” was growing, entwining itself around my feet, fertilized by self-loathing, watered by disappointment and frustration. God’s intent was for me to grow up and believe Him.

Matthew 22:39, “You shall love your neighbor as you love yourself.” How do i love myself; in what fashion?  Let us exactly take note of the words of Jesus, “love your neighbor as you love yourself” not “loathe your neighbor as you loathe yourself”. We all know that’s what He said, but underneath our declarations of understanding, we still maintain the attitude which says, “If i were God, i wouldn’t like me either.” Jesus said, “love”, not “loathe”.  If we’ll loathe ourselves chances are very high we will also loathe our neighbor.  Our glorious God does indeed love us, but the things that were funny when we were 3 years old will get our hide tanned when we are 10. We laugh at jokes, but honestly, if we really think about it, we’re typically laughing at someone else’s misfortune. i wonder if maybe in all things which we find funny at someone else’s expense, don’t have some root of bitterness in own heart. Our God desires we grow up and be mature believers, rightly dividing the word of truth (1 Timothy 2:15), being strong in His Name and in the power of His might (Eph6:10), comforting others in all their suffering, since we ourselves are being comforted by God (2 Corinthians 1:4). It is very difficult to be mature when we are busy condemning ourselves in the mirror.

In Hebrews 12:13, the translators used the words “turned out of the way”, but a better picture is more than just on the wrong path, but more in a medical sense, as in someone with a dislocated arm or leg. Our God is growing us into people who are willing to have the necessary honest conversation with ourselves and our friends which, by the very nature of honesty, makes straight paths for our feet and puts back in joint that which has become dislocated. Be in Christ mature believers who in character and life resemble God who brought us out, sharing His attributes with us as children resemble their parents.  Let us walk as mature believers who are governed by the Spirit of God and live at rest in His righteousness, peace, and joy (Romans 14:17).

The truth is, i believe many, many people have a poor perspective of themselves.  As our conscience looks back at us from the mirror in our homes, let us bless, not curse, ourselves in that mirror, telling ourselves the truth with kindness and grace but also reminding ourselves to whom we belong for the strengthening of our tired arms and the confirmation of our feeble knees, stirring up love and good works (Hebrews 10:24).  Be strong and courageous! That is a prophetic declaration, one of “has become” and “is becoming”. Be strong and courageous!

1 Corinthians 13:11, “When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things.…”

Why Treat Us This Way?

Just because God knows something does not mean He ordained it that it should be so. We complain, why would God do thus-n-such to me. Or, if He knew this was going to happen, He could have stopped it but He won’t. Or my favorite, If God loves us so much, why would He treat us this way?

i’ve heard those wounded, disappointed statements often, so i’m not making this up. For example:

A man and a woman own a car which needs approximately $600 of work done to it. Oh it runs, but it’s getting worse by the week. They don’t have $600 and they are just barely getting by every month. They can’t afford not one more penny out of their budget. They are in such a spot and have no clue what to do. They have prayed and asked God what to do, they are consistent tithers according to church law. They are good people in the eyes of the world, just in a difficult season for the time being.

One Sunday afternoon after church, the man and woman decide to go for a ride. They rode up town, they rode down town, they rode all over the place and happen to pass a large car dealership. Suddenly, there sprung into their minds the bright idea to stop and dream a little, because dreams were God’s idea and there was nothing wrong with dreaming some. In fact, playing the “what if” game in the car lot seemed like a relief from the stormy season they were presently in.

While they were looking at the cars, a salesman came out and struck up a conversation. He asked them, if they could, which car would they like to have, if they could? They assured him it wouldn’t matter which car because they couldn’t afford to fix the one they had, much less get a new one. The sales man laughed softly saying he understood what that was like. They liked him, he was a very friendly fellow with those “you-can-trust-me blue eyes”. The salesman told them the dealership was having a special that weekend and told them to just dream a little and “let’s just run the numbers, just for fun and see what happens.” So, “just for fun”, the fellow and his wife agreed to step into the sales office.

The salesman showed them how much they’d get for their old car and how much their monthly payments would be. With a warm tone in his voice, he told them if they got that car they wanted, especially now that the dealer was having a special that weekend,  they would not have to fix their old one. They could drive around in style in the new one, then he asked them, “Can’t you just see it?” They could envision themselves in that nice car, no cares, driving around smiling, and all things would be well. He asked again, “If i can can get my manager to approve the monthly payments, would you be willing to take your dreaming seriously, because, afterall, it is the deal of a life time?”

While the salesman was gone, the man and woman prayed earnestly, “If this is you Lord, we pray that those numbers would be approved, and by that we’ll know it is You who have arranged this entire miraculous event.” What they failed to realize is that a bankrupt felon could get credit in their state, and OF COURSE the salesman was going to come back, smiling, saying excitedly, “He said it’s a go!” The salesman did exactly that, he even joined them in praising God for the miracle.

They signed the papers, left their old car behind, and drove away in a new car, thinking, “It must be God! It must be God!” Singing, and being joyful at the miracle of the Lord.

Two months later, as they began to realize they were going bankrupt and they were going to lose the car because they couldn’t make the car payments, and lose everything else in the process, they had become angry and bitter, and in a fit of frustration they cried out, sobbing, “How could you do this to us God?? Why would you treat us this way? Don’t you love us?!?”

How is it that when things are well with us, we are so confident that God loves us beyond our wildest dreams, but as soon as things become a struggle and we began to sweat, and get weary, suddenly we wonder where God is and if He loves us anymore? Did He suddenly change and become someone unsteady and unreliable, or was that us?

Did the Lord do this to them? Who is responsible for the circumstances? What do you think they could have done and should do in light of their circumstances?

Did God really do this to them? No. Is the results of their actions really the active judgment of God against them or is it the passive results of poor choosing and they did it to themselves? Be honest.

If you were determined to marry the wrong person, did God do that to you? No. And even though you may be determined to marry the wrong person, the Lord will not abandon you. He’ll go with you through all your trouble, and will not leave you to your misery. Just because He knows we’re going to crash doesn’t mean He determined it should be so. i say, God’s knowing is not His ordination that it should be so. God is not cruel, ever. Again, just because He knew you were going to crash does not mean He said, “Make it so.”

The Lord is good, and all the time God is good. Not just does good things, not just knows good information, He is more than simply pleasant and reassuring, but He is the very personification of Goodness. He is perfectly good because He is perfect in every way and does not change to anything other than good as if He were like clouds in the sky, always changing shape. He is perfectly consistent, perfectly love, perfectly kind, perfectly generous, and perfectly good, all the time and does not fade.

Let us consider carefully, being honest, accountable and transparent about ourselves and our lives. His heart towards us is love in all aspects of our lives. Let us not let allow ourselves to slid backwards into blaming God, the very person, the only person in all eternity who loves us so much He gave His life for us.

What do you think?

Expectations

We are coming into our inheritance as God has designed it. Many of us are beginning to wake up and realize the power and authority we have in Christ, and more than a few are beginning to walk in that power and authority. When we speak to the weather, do we fully expect the weather to not only hear but to obey, even if we whisper? Or do we say, “Storm be gone, in the Name of Jesus!”, in our most authoritative voice, but underneath we are still thinking “I hope this works.” You may find that to be adventurous doctrine, but just because it’s outside your comfort zone, doesn’t mean it’s outside God’s comfort zone.

So, there comes a question:   What do we expect of God? What are our expectations of Him?

He is God. Do we expect little of Him? …. even though He is God Almighty, Most Vehement, Self-Revelational, and Self Existent. He’s the one who has loved us from before time and loves the company of His people…God who had the character of the cross worked in His Heart from before the foundations of the universe, what do you expect from Him? It is not like our King is small and pitiful and is unable to do all, and more, than we would ever dream possible… and He has spoken to us … A LOT! Is it God not speaking or us not hearing? Do we expect Him to show up, or do we expect Him to only “dribble” a little of His presence around just to keep the hamsters spinning on their wheels? When we ask God questions, do we expect Him to answer us?

We expect a reply from our friends when we speak to them or ask them a question… in fact, we expect a full sensory encounter with people and it upsets us greatly when they do NOT respond … do we expect a full sensory encounter with God?

Sometimes we get little because we expect little, not always, but i suspect more often than we think. Do we expect God to keep His promise of peace, or do we mostly only hope He will extend us some peace, moments with a lack of pressure or violence? Do we expect God to provide for us, or do we mostly hope He will? Do we mostly hope God will give us courage for the fight, or do we expect Him to give us Strength as He has said He would?

What do we expect of God? What are our expectations of Him? i find i expect more from people than i do God, and i’m just wrong about that. i’m convinced that when we put our expectations and hope in men and ministries to validate and approve us, God becomes obligated to show us their shortcomings. The Lord alone validates and approves us, not men, but we expect of men far too easily.

The Lord is so much more capable than people, and more willing, but yet i expect people to respond and mostly only hope God will respond. When i turn on the light switch i expect the light to come on, shouldn’t we have a greater expectation of God than we do of the light switch? He is greater and more sure than a light switch, but yet i find i have a greater expectation of people and physical things than of God, and i’d like to turn my thinking around about that. i can not think of a reason why i would not have a full encounter with my Father everyday, except it is my own unbelief. i feel like most of the time i merely hope He shows up instead of being surprised if He didn’t. i expect the weather to change when i speak to it (and that’s true, i do and have been speaking to the weather as the Lord tells me to, successfully for many years now. It just seems natural to me). i truly expect the Lord will hear me and will answer me (that’s another one that seems natural to me). It is a natural thing for a father to respond to his kids, so it should be the most remote idea in our heads that God will not respond…in fact, to me, there should be a better chance that the moon really is made of cheese than the chance that God would NOT respond to our call.  i want the supernatural to become my natural, and i want to walk in “God’s natural”, and i want to stop being so surprised at the supernatural…i’ll never cease to be totally thrilled at being with God, but i want His “natural” to be my “natural”.

If the Lord prompts us and we speak to the cancer to be gone, and it shrivels and disappears, that should be normal circumstances, and we should be amazed if it DID NOT shrivel and disappear, not amazed if it did. What do you expect from God?

At Ten Miles Out

i got a call one day that our church was buying some property, it needed surveying, and part of the special deal with the surveyor was that some of the young men would come and help mark the property lines. i wondered why we needed to survey the land considering the county already had a plat defining the boundaries, and in case you didn’t know, a platt is a map, drawn to scale, showing the divisions of a piece of land. And yes, the paperwork on file actually said “platt” which is old English for our spelling today of “plat”. Old English? Say what?? i soon found out that the last person to own the property was one family, who had owned it for 140 years, and before that the only other name on the deed was … the King of England. Oh. Yea, i’d certainly agree the property needed to be re-surveyed considering the plat on file at the court house was still in Old English, with the corners shown as “the big tree down by the creek”, and “at the turn in the creek past the mill”, which by today’s standards, wouldn’t, by any means, hold up as a good definition of property boundaries.

It was hot, the brush and trees were so thick we had to machete our way through the woods. There were black berry canes as thick as a man’s wrist and way over our heads with 1” thorns to match, not to mention the terrifying ground hornets nest big as a large watermelon, a wide variety of blood sucking insects, and the occasional snake. It was quite the adventure!

As we worked all day i would occasionally hear the surveyor steady calling loudly to someone far away who was holding a string, and a plumb bob over a small stake in the ground. He’d say “Left! Left! Hold! Right! Hold!” Then he would yell loudly, “HUP!” When he yelled, “HUP!”, which sounded like a dog bark, the person with the string and plumb bob was supposed to let the plumb bob down to the top of the stake and drive a small nail right where the point touched. Ugh. So tedious! Being curious, i asked the man why was he being so very precise. His answer was … that if we were off by 1/16th of an inch at the zero point, which is where he had the transit and tripod, by the time we got out 400 yards or more, what was originally a 1/16th of an inch error would be several feet wrong.

Well, that set me thinking. How often in my life do i fudge a little at my zero point and then wonder, months or years later, how life got so… off.. center? The problem isn’t so much being off center, God can easily remedy that, the problem is more that i am willing to cheat and lie a little back here in order to get what i want, not need, but want, while taking no thought of the long game and it’s results at a distance, there. Most of the time, the cheating and lying was within myself about my own thinking and eventually, my actions. i would tell myself, “i’m not actually hurting anyone”, until the Lord asked me straight up, “What is your idea of “hurt”, who is “anyone”, and aren’t you a somebody?”

Dishonesty is dishonesty, and cheating is cheating regardless of whether it’s 1/16th of an inch or 400 yards. Yes, of course, the Lord forgives us our sins, but He also insists on us doing something about our thinking which gets us stumbling around to begin with. More than a few people say if they saw a nickel on your table they wouldn’t feel bad if they put it in their pocket, but they would never pocket a $10 dollar bill from the same table. So, let me see if i’ve got this right, you’d steal a nickel but you wouldn’t steal $10. We’ve established that it’s still stealing whether it’s a nickel or a $10 bill. Regardless of the denomination, there still exists a morals and ethics issue at heart.

Being honest means being honest, Proverbs 22:21, “be honest and speak the truth“, not cheating, Leviticus 19:13, “‘You shall not cheat your neighbor“,

or lying, Colossians 3:9,Lie not one to another…”. Not to God, to yourself nor your neighbor. If we are willing to fudge stuff at our zero point, it is highly likely that months, or even years out, our error is staggering. We might say to ourselves, “Oh, it’s just a little bit.” Is it really? Think about that. The entire root idea of honesty means to bring something into being with the consequence that its existence is a certainty. When someone says “Trust me”, they are asking us to take what they say as the truth and a certainty. How many of us constantly play at the edge of this, stealing a nickel, but not, outright, stealing the $10 spot? How about when we tell ourselves we NEED that new car, but the truth is, truly, we only want it really bad, because i WANT it? We’re willing to go into serious debt to get it, and we lie to ourselves saying our “want” is now justified to being a need. Don’t get me wrong here, there’s nothing wrong with “want”… so long as we’re not willing to become “compromised” in order to accomplish it. The problem isn’t the want or desire, the problem is object of that want or desire.

Or how about changing the tense of our words so the other person thinks a problem isn’t in the “recent now” but actually, only happened long ago and the issues have been resolved. We say, “trust me, it’s the truth”, when really it’s not the truth, we are being manipulative. The error isn’t out at the 400 yard mark, the problem is at our zero point. Jesus said in Luke 6:45, “The good person out of the good treasure of his heart produces good, and the evil person out of his evil treasure produces evil, for out of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaks.”